.:: 大好きの日本 ::.

Mood: Still can't find time to
completely blog about trip. Missing my host family.

As all of you might have or have not noticed,
I changed the blog header!

Yup, I'm back from Japan.
Miss my host family so much!!
It was such a wonderful, wonderful experience.

Let's see, I made new friends,
did new things, went to places more beautiful than
I could have ever immagined
and spoke a language that I learnt through my favourite thing,
anime.
Owh and I got a new family too!!
And I even did air guitar,
thanks to Andrew.

And I really miss my friends tons, especially from Gunma Group.
There's Agnes (we both love BoA!!), Sarah, Kate and Andrew from Australia, Erna from Indonesia, Sundus from India, Nat from Thailand (he has the funniest laugh ever), Erika from New Zealand, Adie from Philippines, Cherry from Finland (you should see her air guitar!), Max from Chile and Toh-chan from Malaysia =P

Well, its way too long for me to blog.
A 2-weeks post, huh?
I'll never be able to write that much.
So, instead, I'll just make a music video.
Some sort of cyber diary.
Managed to finish about Day 1 yesterday.
Uploaded it on Youtube but in a compressed format.
HD wasn't meant to be on Youtube, I guess.

This is the compressed version, way blurr-er,
but hopefully, it'll pull through.

Enjoy!! Will update soon!

Still working on the rest.
[NOTE: I learnt all my Japanese from anime and so,
if I made any mistakes, please do inform!]
That's all for now.
Can't wait to see everyone again.

Gunma group rocks!
Maebashi City is the best place in Japan!
And D is for Daijyoubu. =P

Wanna take this opportunity to thank everyone;
starting from Gunma group, to Bus D,
to Malaysia and JENESYS Japan.
ありがとうございました!!

.:: My joyful 'last day' in Kuantan ::.

Mood: Sleepy, a little tired, tons excited and a little nervous about

my following trips to K.Kinabalu and Japan

Apparently I didn't get a chance to blog about

this while I was still in Kuantan, so here's the post.

Well, as some of you might know,

I was sorta tied up packing for my trips.

(guess its not much of a secret now huh?)

Was really happy cause I managed to see Gaaya

and Sabrina again =) It's been awhile.

Too bad Manda wasn't there, miss her tons =)

It wasn't much, cause I had to go back early

and could only stay for a while,

but it was great being there all the same.

Food was delish =)

Managed to eat the white colour thingy

with brown sugar.

Anyway, in that short little period of time,

here's the pictures I could snap.

Me and Gaaya =)

Me, Gaaya, Karishma, Sabrina =)

This kinda makes me miss the times in SMART,

but hey, no regrets about where I am now. =)

.:: TaGGeD BY HaRMoNY ::.

Mood: feeling a bit lazy of all a sudden...

Hoping it'll wear off soon!

1. How old are you?
☞15 going on 16.

2. Are you single?
☞Yup. And loving it.

3. In what age do you think you'll get married?
☞I don’t know? When I feel like I’m old enough and have someone I love who loves me? What kind of question is dat?

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
☞ Erm. Hello? What part of single do you not get?

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
☞ Someone I love who loves me. Preferably, someone from my bishie list, but hey, they’re anime characters, so oops.

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
☞I don’t mind any type of wedding, but I do love the sea.

7. Your ideal motif?
☞Who thinks of these things at this age…? @.@

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
☞Anywhere’s fine. If its with a loved one, anywhere will be fun.

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
☞Everyone I care about and cares about me.

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
☞A simple wedding is more than enough. But it would be nice to have a large wedding dinner. XP

11. Do you want the tradition vows or something you'd make up on your own?
☞A mixture of both. Why? Because according to moral, we have to carry on tradition. And because I like being myself, so I’ll add on something that carries my essence.

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
☞As long as it doesn’t have cream. Hate cream x.x
Prefer banana cakes =P

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
☞Like I said, place doesn’t matter.

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
☞ Evening. Hopefully, it’ll last long enough for us to see the stars.

15. You'd rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
☞Outdoors. Don’t need air-conditioning then. And everything’s always nicer when you can see the sky.

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your bride?
☞ Can I not answer that? I don’t really have anything in mind.

17. Name the song/tune you'd like at your wedding?
☞If possible, Everlasting Story (from fushigi yuugi) or Yakusoku Iranai from Escaflowne Or Ave Maria. Haha, don’t know why.

18. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
☞Light one. What fun is it if its solemn?

19. What age do you want to get married?
☞ When the time’s right.

20. Describe your ideal husband/wife.
☞ Someone that has a big heart, as warm as the wind, reassuring, always there for me. Someone like Tamahome or Seiran would be perfect! =)

21. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
☞ what’s wrong with the normal cutlery?

22. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
☞ Days after. Why rush?

23. Money or household item?
☞None of the above. Love.

24. Who will pay for the bills?
☞both la.

25. Are you ready for married life?
☞No way. I’m too young for this.

26. Will you always be true to your wife/husband?
☞Of course!

27. How many kids do you like?
☞Twins. That’ll be more than enough =P I wanna see how its gonna be like to raise a pair like Hitachiin =P

28. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
☞No comment.

29. What kind of cuisine would you like for you wedding?
☞As long as its delicious, anything is fine =)

30. Will you record your honeymoon in a CD or DVD?
☞Yup, most probably.

31. I tag: (Finally! The fun part =P )
♡Jonathan (its been awhile haha)
♡Aaron
♡Eugene =D
♡Muayyad (there’s a first time for everyone)
♡Nadia
♡Lup Yee =)
♡Anisa ^^

Haha… happy answering!

.:: SuBaRaSHii No SeKai ::.

Mood: Freaked out happy over a few things.
A little tired cause I just came back from KL though.
Firstly, arigatou Kami-sama!
For all the wonderful things you've given me.
And so sorry that I haven't updated for ages,
have been busy with a few things that I'll soon be sharing in this post.

1. EXAMS ARE OVER!!
Yup, exams are finally over, heck I had to retake papers 3 days
after everyone else was finished.
And what was crappy was that they switched the Chemistry papers.
I originally wouldn't mind, but the paper quality was really bad.
They took back 2006 Final exam paper and gave it to us.
(for those who went to debate and KWN)

And you know what? In section B, instead of giving us two choices
like they're supposed to, they only gave one question.
When I asked teacher about it, she said,
"we only have one question, nevermindla, just do."
I mean, who remembers how to extract aluminium form its ore?
But luckily, I remembered about the cryolite.
(have always liked that word =P )
Hopefully, it'll turn out fine...

2. JENESYS

It's still a bit hard for me to believe, but yes!

I got the 2 week scholarship exchange to Japan. =)

Thanks so much AFS!

Don't know who's my host yet, but

its a confirm go on the 3rd Dec.

Flight is at 23.09 and will only be returning on 18th.

Briefing's on 3rd Dec morning.

Extremely excited. Just can't wait.

Only one hard part though.

Shopping for clothes. Argh.

Temperature there's around -10 to 4 degree celcius.

I'm not joking, its winter.

So probably will have to shop for winter clothing.

Dread shopping. Guess I'll just leave that part to Mum,

will just drag along.

3. KWN PANASONIC

As luck would have it, the date of the regionals in K.Kinabalu was

estimated to around 3rd Dec, so I coudln't go.

But anyway, the reason I had to rush and finish up all

my exams was so that I could go down to KL to edit the video

with Panasonic for regionals.

Reached KL kinda late that night, around 11pm.

But the good news is...!!

Regionals are from 2-5th Dec.

So, they've arranged it so that I leave on the 3rd

after the awards ceremony from K.Kinabalu straight to KL

and then directly check in for my flight to Japan.

Sounds rushy, but at least I get to go.

I'll be missing the outdoor activities,

but better than not going at all, right?

4. GSC VIDEO CONTEST

I managed to somehow get shortlisted for this competition I joined.

It's on a voting basis, so I'd really appreciate if everyone could

help vote for my video.

http://www.gscmovies.com.my/msite/VIDEOCON/videocon.asp?search=vote

Vote for Video 1 with the Theme: Light & Darkness, kay?

Thanks alot!! There's no limit to how many times you

can vote, so spam vote all you like.

I think it's a once per day thing though.

5. ANIME TIME!!

Yes. My favourite part.

Since I've been on an anime hunger strike due to busy-ness,

there's finally time to catch up on all those episodes.

Starting today.

Lets see, on my list there's:

-Bleach, Naruto Shippuden, Kirarin Revolution, Shugo Chara Doki,

Vampire Knight Guilty, Shakugan No Shana, Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya,

Code Geass R2, Suzuka

and if possible, wanna re-watch:

- OURAN, Fruits Basket, Myself Yourself.

Guess that's about it for now.

Will update a little about my outing at Sunway soon,

though it's nothing much, I had a great time.

=)

.:: Memories of KWN ::.

Mood: Super-happy!!
Okay, so the cat's out of the bag.
School announced it before I got a chance to blog about it.
But owh well.

Firstly, I wanna thank everyone who made this
programme the best programme ever.
Thanks for all the wonderful memories in both Concorde and Boulevard.
It makes me wish I could go back next year,
but I guess, no one can turn back time.
Absolutely no regrets though.

--------

Stayed in Boulevard Hotel from 2-4 Nov.
Absoultely fantastic stay. Loved the fact that you could walk
straight in from midvalley.
Spent most of our time in GSC though. Unlike during the training, there was less time to spend
leisurely hanging out with other teams,
thats what me and Banun thought.

Just us girls in the bathroom. Lol.

Before entering cinemas on 2nd Day.
(From the back: Eugene, Pn Rusnah, Mun Yue
Me, Qian Li and Varsha)

In front of McDonalds next to the cinema.

It was kinda cool that all our videos were screened
in the cinema, gives you that awesome feeling of great achievement.
Almost all the videos were spectacular,
judges must've had a headache deciding.

I personally liked 'Quick to Listen, Slow to Speak' from
SK Chung Hwa (if i'm not mistaken), N9.
Well, at the very least, I liked the anchor person.
She was soooo cute =)
And SMK USJ 13's 'Lost' was kinda funny and was nice.
Still liked it better than 'Miscommunications', which was
pretty cool.

Fatur and Faiz's group came out with two
really nice videos.Really creative and funny. Loved it. Grandma's Taboos was the better one though.
Eugene, Mun Yue, Ken Jee and Muayyad’s group’s video was
just creative. I liked the cartoon accident thingy. It was funny.
And the shot from the corridor… is it?

Karmen's group came up with a really neat one about the environment.
Just miss her so much right now.
Miss Lup Yee and Jasmeen too, wish they could've made it.
aww…

Sri (P) Aman's cyber bullying was nice.
The suicide in the bathroom part was scary...
Still wodering how they got that underwater
shot.

Anyway, as most of you would know by now...
We got the GRAND AWARD!
Omgosh.
So wasn't expecting that. I spent 4 nights of no sleep the
week before exam to complete that, so kinda guess it was worth it.

Varsha and Vaisnavi did a lot of prank calls though...
And they were like so relaxed doing it.
Main victims: Eugene and MunYue. 2213
Haha, we almost died laughing in the room.
and the bathroom, cos that's where the other phone was.

Qian Li got freaked out when someone pranked doorbells
mainly cause Banun told us way too many horrible
ghost stories. AndI panicked because Vaisnavi was like,
"don't open! might be someone outside"
So in the end, had to ask help from Sri (P) Aman girls
to follow us to Varsha and Vaisnavi's room.

The gala dinner was enjoyable.
Ate lots. The barbeque was delicious.
The best part was the presentations.

I liked the 'Lobby' song one group came out with.
Was awed by Ken Jee's beatboxing and Muayyad's singing.
It's the first time I heard beat boxing... a bit jakun. Haha.

Isn't it cool? =P
And Mun Yue's singing was awesome. =)
Pn Rusnah went up to give him a flower. It was cute.

Nice rite? P/s: The videos were uploaded by Mun Yue. Haha.
Look at the people waving their hands. @.@

I sang Inori from Romeo X Juliet by Lena Park.
(aka You Raise Me up)
Mixed up the english and jap version.
And then sang 'Two Voices' with Qian Li.
It was fun. (will upload the video later la)

Erm, don't ask about the background voices.

And I know I didn't sound that good... Sorry!

PICTURES:

Picture of the day. Banun and Muayyad. =P

Ken Jee and Me. Why are they all so tall??

Me and Mun Yue. See the height?

Eugene and Me. And again, the height difference. =.=

Muayyad and Qian Li. Nice picture right?

Everyone! =) Can you spot me?

Another nice shot. Ken Jee and Qian Li. He had to bend down.

In the Wild Rice Restaurant.

Another group shot.

After the Gala dinner, Varsha and Vaisnavi asked
us to go to their rooms.
I got blindfolded (with hands)
and in the dark, they sang happy birthday =P

Apparently, they bought me a Rubiks Cube as
an advanced birthday present, since I won't be in Malaysia
on my birthday.
Wasn't that sweet? =) Loved the cube, so much smoother than my
old one.

Kinda sad when the third day came...

Me and Fatur. Couldn't find Faiz.

Karmen! =)

Qian Li and me at the swimming pool.

Me, Qian Li and Angie's group.

We checked out around 11 something, then
we headed into MidValley with Pn Shirley,
Eugene, Mun Yue, Ken Jee, Muayyad and their teammates.
Split up at one point though.

Qian Li insisted on going to Pets Wonderland, so we did.
I had a little visit at AnimeTech first though.
Bought this flash OURAN keychain thingy with Tamaki and Haruhi.
Wanted Hitachiin brothers' one but apparently there wasn't any.
Not fair. Hikaru rules.

Then after that, I joined the rest at Pets Wonderland.
I got to see a lot of cute lizards. They were just adorable!
Couldn't see one of them because I wasn't tall enough,
apparently, someone else was tall enough to point it out. Grr. XP
The cats and dogs were both adorable,
but didn't get to touch any. Owh well.

I think we dropped by at Dunking Donuts first,
then Carrefour.
I was having a hard time deciding what to buy for the
guys, just as a parting gift.
Ended up getting notebooks.
Hope you guys liked it.
In a nutshell, it was an awesome experience.

Thanks again everyone! Hope to see you all real soon! Missed you all!

.:: UReSHii!!! ::.

Mood: Tired and still feeling a bit weak,
but feel much better after the postman came.

OMG!!!
It's finally here!!
My confirmation letter to the place of my dreams ^^

Yea, I know I shouldn't be in
front of the computer with a fever,
but I feel SUPER Happy about it
and I just got to voice it out ^^

Thanks so much Kami-sama!!
You've always been watching over me, haven't you?
I wanna thank my family for their support as well.

Now, i wonder if something else great could happen,
like me finally getting rid of this headache and temperature
as well as the set of common illness
(flu, cough, sorethroat, u name it)
and FINALLY start to read something for my exams.
I totally hibernated since 8pm yesterday to 10.30 am today.
Fevers really do knock you out, huh?
After recording for KWN, I was totally exhausted.

Yes, as much as it doesn't show,
I am horribly afraid because
I haven't read a thing for my coming exams,
I did read a little, but thanks to this fever,
its all deleted.

I guess I just have to start from square 1.
Well, after another nap
=)

Hopefully,
I'll be well enough to go to school tomorrow.

.:: SiGH ::.

Mood: Tittle says it all.
Not exactly the happiest or the sad-est person on Earth.

Sometimes, I can feel like the loneliest person on Earth.
That's what happens when you're the closest to the wind.
I somehow feel like I'm drifting further apart from
my friends. And because I'm new, I'm not exactly fitting in.
I mean, yea, I'm not totally insignificant now,
that's kinda like an improvement, right?

Why is it that when the world can look
so beautiful one day,
It can suddenly look so sad on another?
Doushite kana? =)

Well, guess I seriously have nothing to blog about.
I know everything is always MY fault,
at least I want everything to be,
because that way, well, I CAN do something about it.
What's the fun in blaming and complaining
about someone else and then find out
that you can do absolutely NOTHING
about it?

Guess you're right.
I do do a lot of things alone.

Or at least, half right.

I always SEEM to do things alone.

But in actual fact, i've never been alone.

Cos the wind's always there for me.

And so is He.

.:: MeGuMi ::.

Mood: Feels kinda funny really. But im happy, so its fine.

Just to note,
I'm NO longer sitting alone in class anymore.
Leesha had this great idea
and so now, 6 tables are connected at the back.
I'm sitting at the right-most edge.
Guess that's a good thing?
Well, it wouldn't make much of a difference
even if I was sitting alone,
because I already know I was never alone.

Next good thing to happen was that...
I finally managed to make the scrabble club.
Club activities can start finally.
I'm hoping to make it to nationals again
next year, but it's gonna be tougher with Steph
and Potato-Head in U-18 now.
But when there's a will, there's a way,
I guess.
I can't wait to see everyone again.

Still waiting for that 'concrete' evidence that i'm not
dreaming to arrive.
But I'll be patient,
I've already been waiting so long I guess?

And the other good thing was,
I got an unexpected call from 'someone'
who left Malaysia some days ago.
It was nice to hear from him.

Hmmm...
and owh yea,
my sept test results... were...
well, at first i thought they were diabolical.
But it wasn't that bad considering
I got a perfect score for my favourite subject.
It was a good game.

Tittle of today's post is Megumi because...
well, if you watch Special A,
you'll know who Yammamoto Megumi is.
I totally had to talk like her today in school
and tuition.
I lost my voice due to sore throat.

Of all sickness I hate sore throats.
It's really difficult to get through the day without singing.
My voice is as important to me as Mitsuki's
(Full Moon Wo Sagashite) voice is to her.
It was kinda funny communicating through
writing and now I appreciate my voice
more than ever.

OMGosh! Isn't Rolo just cute?
I finally watched the next few episodes of
Code Geass - Lelouch of the Rebellion R2
I like Rolo's power, seriously.
And I still pity Suzaku till now.
Wonder what's happening next...
It's getting more twisted than it already is.

.:: WHeN THeRe'S a WiLL THeRe'S DeFiNiTeLY No WaY I'LL QuiT ::.

Mood: It's strange to be feeling so enthusiastic all of a sudden.

Hanazano Hikari.
I'm so glad I watched Special A.
It's given me such a positive outlook on life.
One minute, it feels like everything might crumble
and the next, well, I can deal with it.

Yup.
I know my strengths.
And I also know that I have many,
many weaknesses.
But I also know that one day,
with enough self-belief,
those weaknesses will blossom
into lovely flowers of strength.

That's why I'll never give up.
Have you ever seen the wind stop blowing
just because there's obstacles ahead?
Has water ever stopped its flow?
No and so won't I.

Today, I finally was able to complete my first Rubik's Cube.
Yes, I know it's surprising.
But I guess with good classmates who are
experts at the cube teaching you,
it's hard to not solve one.
Though I take what seems like ages to complete one.
But the point is, hey, I did it =P

Didn't get a chance to watch Code Geass R2 today.
Was busy sleeping. =P
Owh and when I opened my email about an hour ago...
A very long awaited email (actually it wasn't expected,
cause it was supposed to come late Oct/ early Nov
and in the form of snail mail) finally arrived!

But I'm not gonna burst the bubble here,
so I'm gonna wait till something more concrete arrives.
Today was one heck of a wonderful day.
Did anyone notice how beautiful the skies were?
I could almost sense my other half soaring up there,
and I can't help but smile at the thought of it.

Yup, life's almost reaching perfection,
ironically it was just about to crumble,
but I guess I truly am not alone.
Because even if everything falls apart,
I'll just sing myself a song and get over it.
Because that's who I am, right?
(To those who know me best =P )

.:: TaGGeD BY HaRMoNY::.

Tittle says it all.

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must
write their answers on their blogs
and replace any question that they dislike
with a new question formulated by
themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 10 people to do this quiz and those who are
tagged cannot refuse. These people must state
who they were tagged by and cannot
tag the person whom they were tagged
by continue this game by sending it to
other people.

1.Do you have secrets?
Nope. Not to myself, at least. Owh and the wind and family.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I don't need someone else to ask me that.
I'll make all my dreams come true myself because
it's my dream(s) after all.

3. What are the things that can cheer you up when things
go wrong?
A song / nap / food. Yup, cheering up's simple enough.
Rain and a gentle breeze would speed it up though.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Split it and give it to my family members. Especially grandma.
Then, invest the rest, or charity or something.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Which best friend? And what kind of question is that?

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
One's pointless without the other.
Go listen to Love Chronicle by Myco.
That will explain things a little.
Personally, loving someone because that's what gives us
the will to protect.

7. If you had 3 wishes what would it be?
I don't need wishes. I'll make my own come true.
Didn't I say this before??
However if I did, I want none for personal gain,
choice of wishes goes to family.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
I won't tell him. Why burden him with my feelings?
And I'll probably be happy for him, because I think
true love is being happy for the person you love,
as long as he's happy, even if it hurts yourself.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Yup!! ^^ Talked to Gaaya on the phone,
have been watching plenty of anime,
the sky's been pouring and the breeze's been blowing.
What's not to be happy about?
Owh, and I lived another day =)

10. What takes you down the fastest?
Lack of self-belief.
But I've overcome that. 

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
I'll still be the same inside, except I'll look a bit older?
I'll always be me, that's for sure.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Family, myself, the wind, the rain and the One who's been watching after me
from above.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
I'd rather be just happy.

15. Would you give all in a relationship?
Depending on with who. If the guy's Takishima Kei / Tamahome
or any bishonen from my anime list, yes! =P

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I'd pick the bishonen from my anime lists. D'oh!

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone
has done?
Depends on who the person is.

18.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
If I were single, then I won't have to burden anyone, right?
I might have to deal with everything alone, but that's
just fine with me, I guess.

19. What's the hardest thing for you?
To stop singing when I feel like it.
To lie to myself.
To not watch anime when I want to.
Ehhe.

20.Tagging:
hrrmmm...
1. Grandpa
2. Jonathan
3. Eugene (I see harmony forgot to tag you)
4. Kaelan
5. Aaron
6. Anju
7. Ethan
8. Nad
9. Tze Yen
10. Wern Yen

.:: HoP! STeP! JuMP! ::.

Mood: Just finished watching Lelouch of the Rebellion (finally!)

Lelouch is soooo kakkoi!
Eventhough I wished it would end when the
SAZ of Japan was announced by Euphie.
Poor Suzaku and Euphemia.

And to those that already watched
Code Geass R2, care telling me what happened?
I started the 1st episode already and I'm still blurr.
What happened to Nanaly?
I have the series, just haven't had time yet.

The tittle of today's post is a phrase from
Shugo Chara.
Amu's Chara Ran's phrase:
Hop! Step! Jump!
Just love the 2nd opening song,
Minna Daisuki by Buono.

Buono's a really great group in my opinion.
Because of all their encouraging songs.
Like Hontou No Jibun and Kokoro No Tamago.
Also, finished Special A at last ^^
That's so sweet! Hikari X Kei at last! =)
Wish there's a second season though,
can't get enough of the song Gorgeous 4U

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On the other hand,
I can't help but reflect on how many times,
again and again I've been saved by the melody of the breeze.
Totally eases me everytime I feel down.
Seems like I'm easily feeling down now
ever since I transferred.

But I can't let that go on, right?
I know You're always there,
so there's no reason for me to be feeling down.
I guess... after all,
the word 'emo' is just unsuited for me.
Heck, i don't even know its true meaning.

And to everyone out there who's out to get me,
I'm so sick of responding to your childish whims
and actions.
I don't plan to keep it up forever,
I know I shouldn't complain,
but there are limits to insults.

But now, I know it doesn't matter anymore.
Say what you like because I've once again realised,
like I did a few years ago, again and again,
that whatever ANYONE says will never change me
because ONLY I can do that.
Because's I'll always be me.

Sorry to dissapoint you, but you can't bring me down,
because I'll always be able to get up.
Because I'm not alone.
You can say I'm hated, but so what?
Even if I am bullied, so what?
Even if I should be ignored, so what?

It won't changed the fact that all those things happened
because I am me and not trying to be someone else.
And to me, that's all that matters.
 And besides, I know I am never alone.
Each second, every minute, every single hour.

Someone once said:
Tomorrow will always bring something new.
So, why mope about today when you can anticipate tomorrow?
Everyone has a purpose in life. Find yours.
And care about nothing else.

I know of my purposes.
And I believe, I was born to protect
and make my family happy.
Just like Lelouch to Nanaly.
=)

Yup, don't I just love anime.

.:: Sotsugyou Sayonara Wa Ashita No Tame Ni::.

Mood: Totally cheerful now thanks to the rain pouring down recently.

Well, I don't know why I've recently
gone back to listening to InuYasha songs.
It feels sorta nolgastic.
I miss those times.

Let's see, the last time I listened to these songs
was when I was in Form 1.
Four Seasons by Namie Amuro was me
and Haru's favourite song.

It just made me realise how much,
things have changed.
Eventhough I wanted things to stay how they were
back then forever...
I guess it's just not that easy.
But I'm thankful that some things
will never change.

This song, the tittle of today's post translates to:
Graduation, Goodbye's for tomorrow's sake.
This was sung by my favourite duo,
Tackey and Tsubasa
I especially love Takizawa Hideaki (Tackey)

It's not new... In fact kinda old,
whenever I listen to this,
that episode where Kikyo sorta 'dies'
replays in my mind.
Again, nolgastic.

Here are the lyrics, so just appreciate them.

もしも一つだけ　たった一つだけ
かなえられるなら　なにを祈るかな？
いまどこにいるの？　いま誰といるの？
青い空見上げ　そっと問いかける

With you　すぐそばにいた頃の君はいない
With you　離れても変わらないと約束したのに

たとえばぼくたちが想い出になる
そばのぬくもりには　もうかなわないから
せつないためいきが　不意にこぼれた
舞い上がれ遙か遠く君に届くように

きっとその未来　ぼくはもういない
それだけのことに　やっと気づいたよ

For me　迷ってたぼくの背を押してくれた
For me　微笑みに隠していた悲しがる瞳

たとえばぼくたちがさよならになる
そばにいてほしいと　そうつぶやいていた
やるせない想いが　声にならない
せめてこの祈りだけは君に届くように

終われない想い　空に放して
たとえ一人でも　歩いていくから

櫻の花が舞う　あの日のように

まぶしい想い出のヒカリを反射(うつ)して
せつないためいきで　色鮮やかに
舞い上がれこの想いのすべて　届けてくれ

たとえばぼくたちが想い出になる
そばのぬくもりには　もうかなわないから
さよならは未来のためにあるから
舞い上がれ遙か遠く君に届くように


English:
If one, just one wish
Could come true, what would you ask for?
Where are you now? Who are you with now?
I look up and ask the blue sky

With you - you were always by my side, but now you’re gone
With you - though you promised not to change even when we were apart

Even if we become a memory
I am no match for the warmth next to you
A sad sigh escapes my lips
I hope it flies far away and reaches you

I know I’m no longer in your future
I’ve finally realized that

For me - you gave me a push when I hesitated
For me - hiding the sorrow in your eyes behind your smile

Even if we say goodbye
I murmured that I wanted you by my side
I can’t put this miserable feeling into words
I just hope this prayer reaches you

I release my endless love into the sky
Even if I’m alone, I can keep going

The cherry blossoms flutter, just like that day

Reflecting the light of bright memories
With a sad sigh, I send all my love
To you in brilliant colors

Even if we become a memory
I am no match for the warmth next to you
Goodbye is for the future
I hope it flies far away and reaches you

Romaji:

Moshimo hitotsu dake tatta hitotsu dake
Kanaerareru nara nani wo inoru ka na?
Ima doko ni iru no? Ima dare to iru no?
Aoi sora miage sotto toikakeru

With you sugu soba ni ita koro no kimi wa inai
With you hanaretemo kawaranai to yakusoku shita no ni

Tatoeba bokutachi ga omoide ni naru
Soba no nukumori ni wa mou kanawanai kara
Setsunai tameiki ga fui ni koboreta
Maiagare haruka tooku kimi ni todoku you ni

Kitto sono mirai boku wa mou inai
Sore dake no koto ni yatto kizuita yo

For me mayotteta boku no se wo oshite kureta
For me hohoemi ni kakushite ita kanashigaru hitomi

Tatoeba bokutachi ga sayonara ni naru
Soba ni ite hoshii to sou tsubuyaite ita
Yarusenai omoi ga koe ni naranai
Semete kono inori dake wa kimi ni todoku you ni

Owarenai omoi sora ni hanashite
Tatoe hitori demo aruite iku kara

Sakura no hana ga mau ano hi no you ni

Mabushii omoide no hikari wo utsushite
Setsunai tameiki de iroazayaka ni
Maiagare kono omoi no subete todokete kure

Tatoeba bokutachi ga omoide ni naru
Soba no nukumori ni wa mou kanawanai kara
Sayonara wa mirai no tame ni aru kara
Maiagare haruka tooku kimi ni todoku you ni

In the end, I've come to realise,
if I 'will' it to,
some things will stay the same forever.
And one of those things that will never change,
is my desire to protect everyone important to me,
starting from those important memories.

.:: TsuKi No CuRSe ::.

Tittle of today's post is Tsuki No Curse,
opening song from Loveless.
(haven't really watched it, but the song's nice)

Happy Mooncake Festival everyone.

Well, I can't explain how I've been feeling lately.
Feel a bit empty and sometimes not.
Sometimes sad and at times, relieved.
It's weird really.
Whats up with this mixture of emotions...?

Owh yea,
and I'm also sick of people telling me
that it's okay to score low marks,
because others have failed before.
Excuse me? That's like a way low excuse to cheer me up.
That's ony going to bring me down.

I remember Sakurano Tazusa suceeding
when she learnt not to care about what others did or said about her.
I mean, if everyone else can't do it,
why has it got to be that you can't do it too...?
It's just a crappy excuse.
(no offense intended though.
My moody side's out)

And next is,
some 'guy' thinks he's the best person
in the world for helping friends and trusting them all.
And he thinks its okay to trust a friend over yourself.
My comeback?
I'm angry because I wasn't able to believe in myself.
I mean, if you can't believe in yourself,
how do you expect to believe others.
I believe only fools will trust everything they've been told.

(no offence)

Not everyone is sincere.
There are backstabbers in this world,
and I've learnt to slowly identify them.
And for the person who 'terasa',
well you know who you are
When you're reading this, don't start texting apologies,
what's done is done.

The nail has been hammered into the wall
and the hole stays.
I wouldn't mind forgiving,
but I can see you're already planning
to hammer in a second one,
so quit it.
Whatever you do, I'm not going to break down that easily.

Like a wild weed,
like the everlasting flow of water,
like the gentle yet overpowering breeze,
like the calm seas,
like the reassuring rain,
I will overcome everything.
As long as I can try.

So what if I might be alone?
I know I'm not, but even at times,
I feel lonely.
But then again, so what?
Even if I stand alone, I am who I am.
I'm not going to try and be someone else.
It's not like me to do such things.

And yes,
I wanna rely only on my own strength
to achieve my dreams.
Eventhough it's still misty,
and I'm still unsure of myself,
I know that I can somehow pull through.

Julia, you said it right?
This is a feeling guys won't understand.
Girls don't rely on physical strength,
they rely on will power.
Guess it's true for me and Elie.

.:: Gorgeous 4U ::.

Mood: Crazing over Special A.

I'm soo glad I accidentally watched this trailer of
Special A that day.
Special A is the best anime ever!
Reminds me a lot of OURAN.
It's funny, cute and sweet.

I have to say,
Takishima Kei is the absolute bishie!
But Tsuji Ryuu and Karino Tadashi are pretty cool too =)
Tadashi reminds me a little of Hihara Kazuki,
don't know why.

Anyway, I know I haven't been blogging much
recently, but its because I was always busy doing
one thing or another.
Guess time runs a lot faster right now, huh?

These few days there's been quite a lot going on.
For starters, I just had the September exam.
I just don't think I'd be doing as well in this test.
I did miss tons of class after all,
but I'm not gonna blame my grades
(whatever they might turn out to be) on that reason.
Let's just say it's not like me to do that.

Also, if the grades do turn out to be good,
I know I had tons of help from the One above.
It was like he spoke to me in my mind,
stimulating my thoughts and letting
His knowledge flow in me like the blood flows in my veins.
I guess He's always been that kind,
always helping me out... So I wanna shout a loud 'Thank You!'

Today is also 11 September.
Happy Birthday Haru!
May all your wishes come true!
You'll always be my favourite cousin. =)
And I plan to continue Brand New World.

Owh yea, by the way,
the tittle today's Gorgeous 4U
because it's the 2nd opening of Special A.
Love it! Sounds so nice.
The tittle again, reminds me of Tamaki's
song 'Guilty, Beauty Love'

Well, guess I'll be updating from time to time now.
I hate missing classes. Lol.
Jya ne!¬

.:: JiKaN Wa DaRe No MiKaTa? ::.

Mood: Tired, busy, sleepy but still happy.
(Nope, I'm not trying to rhyme.)

These few days I've been kinda busy,
doing God knows what and stuff.

So much anime to watch,
so many things to read,
so little time.
Owh well, everyone has always been chasing time.

Had fun in school today,
eventhough there weren't much classes.
I managed to scribble notes till chapter 9!
1 more chapter to go.

List of stuff to do after September Test
(during Raya hols):
- watch:
1. Dead Aggressor; Right or Left
2. Dead Aggressor; The Arcadian Memory I
3. Dead Aggressor; Arcadian Memory II
4. Tokimeki Memorial
5. Kagihime Monogatari
6. Special A
7. Shugo Chara

-write another chapter of Wings and Winter's Gift.

*phew*

Been dreaming again...
This time, God gave me another story to write
and I'm aching to write it out...
but I know now's not the time.
The tittle...? Still thinking about it.
It's gonna be a 'sparkly' story, that's for sure. =P

And to everyone out there,
thanks for your concern.
Hope you won't mind the late updates.
Will be busy for a while... until after next week.
Till then. Take care minna.

.:: 28 AuGuST 2008::.

Mood: Happy, I guess?

It was finally raining,
so I'm a bit happy.

Today was my prefectation ceremony.
Not MINE, exactly...
Technically all the new prefects in the school.

Have finally graduated from being a
temporary prefect.
Of course, I had to bring the KWN Camera to school
because teacher wanted me to use that to
record the whole ceremony.

So, I ended up carrying a tripod stand and
the AVCHD Camera to school.
Luckily, I had someone else to take care of the
camera for me. Thanks alot!!

Anyways,
it was a very brief, short and simple ceremony.
I got 3 new items today;

The metal badge we're supposed to pin to our shirts,
replacing the normal cloth badge:

(reminds me a little of Tantei Gakuen Q's =P )


This is supposed 2 replace my name tag.
Fine, so the Sakura picture was put there.



The tie. Crap forgot to rotate. Owh, what ever.

The point is, I'm glad to be able to wear my old baju kurung skirt again.
Yup, I'm using the one I used in SMART. Hehe =)
Same colour.

And it feels nice to feel accepted.
Okay, I'm starting to crap.
Have to start editing that merdeka day video...
Sometimes, I wonder...
Why me...?
@.@

But it's okay,
because I like being myself.
Shoot. September test's on 9th September.
Wish me luck!
And to all the form 3's in Pahang,
gdluck for your trials this 3rd September!! =D

.:: aoZoRa No NaMiDa ::.

Mood: a bit sleepy

OMGosh. I can't believe I haven't blogged in ages.
Well, I'm actually a kinda happy these few days
because it's been raining heavily ^^
(well actually, its raining heavily on alternate days)

Let's see what happened this week...
I finally went to and actually STAYED in class for four days,
Monday to Thursday!
(considering the fact that I haven't stayed in class for 4 months,
that's a huge achievement)

Anyway, finally managed to squeeze in some time
to complete the 3rd chapter of my novel:
WINGS. [CHECK IT OUT] at my site, Pink Wind.

Its now the holidays and I haven't really had
anything planned in mind yet.
I guess suddenly having free time feels weird now.
Maybe I should do notes now.

Before the holidays,
me and Banun finally messed with the AVCHD camera.
We took a recording for the officiating of the Independence month
in our school. It was kinda weird to be
seen like cameramen in school, but
I'm happy to be a KWN-er.

We had to interview a lot of people,
and it was fun.
I made new friends, I think.

And the whole week in class hadn't been so bad either.
At first, I felt left out and lonely sitting alone,
but right now, I'm finally beginning
to feel like I can be part of this school.
Making new friends and learning new things I guess.

Owh yea, and the other day,
I got a homemade chocolate from Amalina! ^^
Isn't she the sweetest? Thanks a lot, really cheered me up.
(and now I have something to make Hisyam jealous of.
hehehe.)

One of my plans during the holidays is to
go out on an outing with my SMaRTian friends.
It really has been a while, hasn't it?
Hopefully this time, it'll work out.
=)

Haven't played scrabble or softball in a while though.
Beginning to miss that, but some matters
come first.
Like anime and manga.

That reminds me,
The other day, Chee Wei took us to Summit to watch
Star Wars Clone Wars.
It was really nice, but the best part about that trip was
because I saw this one DVD shop
that was selling anime DVDs for RM2!!
Hard to believe, right?

Mostly, i think it was for stock clearance.
I bought 5 DVDs at RM10.
Great bargain.
I choose Kagihime Monogatari,
3 Dead Agressor DVDs (Right or Left,
Arcadian Memory 1 and Arcadian Memory 2)
and the infamous Tokimeki Memorial.

The quality is not bad at all,
subtitles as usual are... well you know.
The best part is that those DVDs were all
originally priced from 12.90 to 19.90,
so I was damn happy.
We also went ice-skating!!

This time, I finally learnt how to skate backwards,
thanks to this ice-hockey player guy,
who showed me how and thanks to Chee Wei of course ^^
Was kinda sad to leave KL,
but was damn tired after skating.

No pictures because I can't seem to find my cable
again. Will upload if I remember.

I remember stopping by at Subang,
my cousin's place.
Felt nolgastic. I forgot to force him
to sing that Koko Ni Iru Yo song again...
Sheesh. Till next time, I suppose.

.:: KWN PaNaSoNIc

Mood: a little exhausted but it was all worth
the wonderful one-in-a-lifetime experience I had in KL.
Thanks to everyone who made it so memorable!!

Where do i begin?
Let's see...

On Friday [25/7/08]

I rushed off on a flight to Penang for the Sudoku
competition in Sunway Carnival.
Penang was so great to be in,
and I'm totally missing the food there already.

The sudoku competition was okay I guess,
but I didn't win anything.
It's still kinda difficult for me.
Lack of practice and skills.
Gonna have to improve on that.

On Sunday [27/7/08]
DAY 1

I took a flight to Subang from Penang.
Had to wake up at 5am cos Grand-Aunt
was paranoid in case I might miss the flight.
In the end, I ended up checking in way too early.
This time, I had a nice nap in the plane.
I reached kinda early too, 8.45 when the arrival time was supposed to be 9.10am.

From Subang airport,
Chee Wei fetched me to his office in Subang.
MAS office is huge @.@
Who knows, I might wanna work there someday.

Anyway, after that,
he fetched me to Concorde Hotel in Shah Alam.
That was where my 4 days of PURE HAPPINESS began.

The first people I met in Concorde were Jasmeen and Lup Yee.
We happened to be the earliest ones.
Met with Karmen a bit later on.
I checked in for myself first because Banun and the rest haven't yet.
My room number was 925 and I was sharing it with Banun.
I had to 'surrender' my laptop for the Panasonic crew to install Pinnacle.

It started with a short briefing on how to use the AVCHD Camera.
If I'm not mistaken, it stands for A Very Clear High Definition Camera,
or something like that.
Note that this camera costs RM 8000.00
and we'll be using it for the whole programme.

Our assigned table in the freezing ballroom was table 11.
We were sharing it with the Pasir Putih guys from Johor.
Amir and Nasril and their teacher Pn. Shoba.
We had fun =)


Pn. Rusnah and Banun


Pn.Rusnah and Me

The whole day was spent on how to use the Camera,
checking the items.
Besides the RM8k camera, they are also giving us:
-40GB HDD
-4GB and 2GB SD Card
-Tripod Stand
-KWN T-shirts, notebooks etc

It may seem very little, but there were actually
a LOT of equipment.


The group assignment thingy.
We got 2 packets of lolipops for achieving this.

DAY 2

Day 2 was where the ice-breaking really began.
For starters, my appetite for lunch was spoilt thanks to
Kaelan and Avinash, who nicely re-phrased 'Baked Penne'.
I don't even wanna remember what they phrased it to,
but I know I'm not eating Baked Penne for some time.
(Try thinking 45 degrees and maybe you'll get it)
 These two are from SMK Seafield and they're a really funny duo,
always cheerful and such.

I think after that, me and Ban and RJ
shared a table with the USJ12 people.
Back then, we still didn't get to know them yet...
Banun bet with me that Eugene and Mun Yue were both
like me, Form 4 but not 16,
so I asked them...
And turns out that they were only 15 @.@
Unbelievable, with that height...

I seriously need to grow taller.
I was like "Cos he looks 'larger' than 15"
Don't ask why I used the term 'larger', it just came out.
LOL.
Then Pn.Shirley asked "Mature or size?"
And I replied, "both."
And then 'someone' syok sendiri
Me and Ban didn't get to know them that well till later on,
so let's leave that to later on. XP

We were all mixed up with other teams by Mr. Othman Hafsham,
Me and Ban ended up in table 15,
which was way at the back, with 6 other people.
They were Kit May and Jasmin from CBN,
Jasmine and Farina from Kedah,
and Badrol and Haris (if I'm not mistaken) from Rompin


Farina and Kit May

We chatted quite alot here...
Mostly thanks to Kit May who started all the conversations.
Then Miss Normah wanted us to each say
a 'creative' sentence to a partner that must not be from your own school.
And it was like so sudden 'caus she immediately went to our table.
So I 'sorta' volunteered and crapped a dumb question.
And Miss Normah actually made me repeat till I got all
the expressions and stuff right before Badrol was allowed to answer.

A little embarassing, but owh well,
I knew I wasn't the only one who was going to do the same thing.
My 'not-so-creative' sentence was:
Everyone has feelings, emotions, things they want to tell others,
so my question is, why do they always keep what they want to say in
their hearts and not express it?
(Don't comment)
Badrol's answer was:
Because I think they might be shy.

And after that, Miss Normah went to pick on other tables.
*phew*
When it came to table 11,
Amir asked Eugene what he would answer to my question,
and he answered "action speaks louder than words"
(or something like that)
Then Banun was like, "See I told you!"
And we started off debating on our 3rd motion for debate nationals,
"Well done is better than Well Said"

Then, we were seperated into groups again for the video shooting assignment.
This time, me and Banun were in Unit 6,
together with Fatur and Faiz from Kelantan,
 Danish and Farihin.
We were supposed to draw lots to see who would be
the cameraman, soundman, scriptwriter, director and 2 talents (actors)
Me and Faiz got talents for this round and
our subject was 'in the stadium'

At first, we planned to do a scene where the team lost
and the coach would be shouting furiously with the player,
but there wasn't enough time because after 30 minutes,
we still couldn't get past scene 1.
So what we did in the end, was an interview.
Simple and plain.
And to make things easier as we were rushing,
we just spoke on the spot with the languages we were comfortable with.
So I spoke in English and Faiz answered in BM.

We got good comments for this,
considering the fact that we rushed everything in 15 minutes.
Thank God.
I really love our team because everyone could
work wonderfully together and each
one of us was playing our part well.
I knew from then on, I was gonna miss our team,
Starlight Six.

At night, me and Banun were kinda tired after the whole day.
After taking a bath, the phone started ringing.
And so I picked it up...

"Room Service..."
And I was like ????
"Did you ask for 2 blankets?"
*Me: Erm, I think you got the wrong room.
"This is room 925, right? We got a call for 2 blankets"
???? So I asked Banun whether she asked for blankets,
and she said no.
*Me: Nope, we did not ask for blankets. I think you got the wrong room.

I actually believed it was really room service for a minute,
but the voice was really familiar and room service
definitely didn't have such good english.
So when the call came a second time,
I was like "Wait a minute, you're not room service, aren't you?"
Then they burst out laughing.
Yup, in actual fact, the 'room service' was actually Eugene and Mun Yue plotting.
LOL. Definitely won't forget that.
To think that they could still pull off something like that when everyone else
were so dead exhausted. Wow.

Me and Banun watched CSI before finally going to bed.
Haha.

DaY 3

NOTE TO SELF:
Make sure to bring a huge alarm clock if you share a room with Banun.
It is not easy getting her out of bed and out of the bathroom.

To wake Banun up, I jumped on her bed,
poked her several times and had to pull her blankets before she
would FINALLY wake up. It wasn't easy.
*phew*
Then, Banun spent a lovely 45 minutes in the bathroom,
breaking her previous record of 30 minutes the day before.

Anyway, breakfast was lovely this time,
mostly because they had milk!
Yay =P
I had 3 glasses of milk before I was too full to eat anything else.
It's not my fault milk is sooo delicious!


Qian Li being her hyper-active self.

We had an outdoor shooting this time,
and my team got the tittle
"Traffic Summons"
Mr. Hafsham said yesterday's talents couldn't be talents this time,
so me and Faiz were seperated to draw the lots.
The first time, I drew the middle piece and i got...
"TALENT"
Oops. Anyway, after that I got scriptwriter,
Faiz was the director, Danish the cameraman, Farihin got soundman
and Banun and Fatur were today's talents.


Remains of Banun's phone after Scene 5 Take 3. >.<

Banun was the grouchy policewoman and Fatur was the Lawbreaker.
We had to edit this video and it went well, I guess.
At first, I hated that Pinnacle software, but after paying a little bit more attention,
I grew to like this programme.
All the KWN participants went to the poolside for a photoshoot
and gosh, there were a lot of us.
I didn't get that shot because,
well, I was in the picture
XP But I did manage to get the teachers'

That's only the first half,
my camera wasn't big enough to cover the whole thing.

This time, the video preview was really testing our
patience, because it lasted till 12.15 am.
We were all dead tired by the time we reached our rooms.
'Some people' still got energy to go Starbucks wor...
@.@ Haha.

Day 4

Final day.
It was kinda sad to think that 4 days would be over so fast.
This was the day that I took tons of pictures. LOL.
Banun went back early cause she wanted to go shopping with her parents.

I missed the ending ceremony,
because I was eating lunch that I almost missed,
together with Pn Rusnah, Pn. Shirley, Eugene and Mun Yue,
because we had to line up pretty long just to seal
all the equipment boxes.

I'm gonna let the pictures do the talking now =)


My 'last words' on stage


I put Pn. Rusnah up there. Haha.
I got choked for that too.


Qian Li, Kar Men and Me =)


Lup Yee and Me =)


Me & Kit May


Lup Yee, Kar Men, Me and Jasmeen =)


Amir, Qian Li, Me & Nasril
(these are the people from room 921... buat kacau!)


Me and Kaelan


Faiz and me (Talents of Starlight 6)


Miss Normah and Me
(Panasonic!)


Kak Azizah, me and Qian Li


Group pic: RJ, Qian Li, Pn Shirley, Mun Yue,
Me and Eugene


This is what flashlight does to pictures.
I think Pn. Shirley took this one?


Eugene and Me


Me and Mun Yue


Farina and Me


Qian Li and Jasmeen =)

Well, there are too many pics to upload,
but the rest are in my Friendster profile.
Thanks to everyone who sent me pictures,
the ones i took with my phone were horribly blurr!
Hope we all make it to the finals! Friends forever and hope to see everyone soon!!
*phew* Finally finished this post... LoL.

.:: JeWeL ::.

Mood: Sleepy, but feel like blogging.

Somehow, recently, I've felt like blogging but never seem to
get the time to do so.
Now I finally have time on my hands,
and I don't know what to blog about.

For starters, the post's title today is Jewel because
that song has been stuck in my head since the day before yesterday.
It's a really nice song sung by BoA.
Kinda long time ago, but I never searched for lyrics till now.
Dunno why. Was singing it to myself a lot in class today.
Kinda miss Gaaya, cause she'd probably sing with me too.
Probably be thought weird singing to myself,
but that's part of being me, so who cares?

Anyway,
Last Friday, Chee Wei came back to Kuantan
and took us all to watch Batman,
The Dark Knight.
In my opinion,
It was way too violent for me, so I didn't like it
at first, but after thinking it through,
it was kind of a good movie after all.
Mostly because of the moral values learnt.
Beautiful.

Also, the final chapter of RAVE is finally out!!
RAVE 35.
*WARNING: SPOILER!!
Haru and Lucia were fighting in Endless.
Apparently, Lucia's ancestor, a Rareglove was the
only survivor after the world was destroyed.
She was the one who recreated the world using Memory Dust.
Eventually, Lucia lost to Haru and broke into shards
due to the vortex thingy
( I didn't really get this part, hate BM!!)

Haru couldn't get out of Endless and if Elie doesn't fire Ethealion,
Overdrive would initiate.
It was a sad moment where Haru and Elie were talking to each
other and Haru hugged her and said it was okay.
So Elie fired Ethealion and Haru died.
After Endless was defeated, Musica got up alnd limped towards Elie.
Elie was on the floor, Plue next to her,
and she said, "Weird bug" (What she first called Plue in ep.1)
Musica called out to Elie and she replied, "Who are you?"
Tears streamed down Musica's cheeks and mine too.

So, Elie forgot all about Haru and everything else for a year
because no one would tell her in order to spare her the sadness
of losing Haru.
However, the gang goes back to visit Haru's grave,
Elie as well, eventhough she didn't know who's grave it was.
Shuda kept the grave well and Memory Crystals formed from
Memory Dust was sorrounding the grave.
But the minute Elie touched Haru's grave,
Haru sprung out from his grave,
revived thanks to Memory Dust.
Elie got all her memories back at the sight of Haru.
Everyone was crying.

Haru and Elie returns to Gallage Island,
where Cattleya was.
They eventually got married and lived happily ever after.
The end.

I loved Hiro Mashima's work!!
Now, on to reading Fairy Tail. =D

Owh yea,
currently, even in my busy days,
I'm crazing over Shonen Onmyouji while
waiting for VK Season 2 to come out.
Also, trying to download BLEACH Diamond Dust Rebellion,
Another Hyourinmaru.

Now looking forward to Friday,
because I'm going to Penang!
Curry mee!~
Actually, it's for a Sudoku competition,
but hope to be able to hang out with you guys =)
(u know who u are)

And then on Sunday,
it's off to Kl for that 4-day training in
Concorde Hotel Shah Alam,
for the KWN Panasonic Programme.
Thank God debate was postponed,
otherwise I wouldn't be able to go.
God knows best, I guess.
Also, He was kind enough to drop something
special in my letter box today =)
Not gonna mention what though.

*yawn*
Time for bed, I guess...?

.:: oPeN uP YouR MiND ::.

Mood: feeling much better

Firstly,
Thanks to everyone for being there for me,
when I was feeling so down,
and when others didn't even notice.
It's nice to know that there are people who can
see me behind this mask of smiles I've gotten so used to wearing.
And I've finally been able to start singing in class again,
like how I'm so freely used to in SMART.
It feels like the locked away me has
been released once more.

Secondly,
I can be sure of myself
that I will always be me.
And I've only changed for the better.

Me and Gaaya in Form One,
during Deepavali I think.
Yea, we were young =P
That's Wai Kit (sesat) at the back.
It brings back alot of memories,
some of which helped to shape who I am today.

Lastly,
Thanks to everyone
and the everlasting wind,
I can always look forward to a brighter tomorrow.

And to this song,
thanks for lifting my courage and spirits up time and time again.
OPEN UP YOUR MIND's the tittle

moshimo ima subete ga umaku nante ikanai
makesou ni naru toki datte
hitomi wo tojireba kokoro kara
sekai ga miete kuru
Even when it seems that nothing can go right
and you want to just give up,
if you close your eyes,
you can see the world from your heart.

In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself and don't you fear
So open up your mind and close your eyes
Take another look from the other side

kodoku na yoru demo mayoi osoreru toki mo
ima wa hitori demo kono ashi de doko made mo
aruite ikeru hazu dakara
Even on a lonely night, when you wander afraid,
you may be alone now, but
your feet can take you however far you want to go, so

Just hold on tight hitomi tojita nara
Look inside yourself kagayaki ga aru kara
Yes, subete shinjite hoshii
You can take another look from the other side
Just hold on tight, because if you close your eyes,
look inside yourself, there's a shining light there.
Yes, I want you to believe in everything.
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight kokoro kujikete mo
Reach into your soul ashita ga mienakute mo
Yes, ikiru tsuyosa ga areba
You can take another look from the other side
ai no subete ni deau made...
Just hold on tight, even if your heart is breaking.
Reach into your soul, even if you can't see tomorrow.
Yes, if you have the strength to live,
You can take another look from the other side,
until you find all that is love...

kono sekai de ikinuite-iku tame no tsuyosa wo
anata ni negatte-iru kara
kokoro no tobira wo hiraitara [1]
nanika ga miete kuru
I wish for you to have the strength
to make it through this world,
so open up your mind, [1]
and you'll be able to see...

Just remember you are not alone
So don't you fear
Even though you're miles away
I'm by your side
So open up your mind and close your eyes
I'll be there for you no matter where you are

hoshi no inochi nara nagai kedo itsu made mo
onaji kono hibi ga kurikaesu wake ja nai
ashita wa dare ni mo mienai
The stars may live for a long time, but that doesn't mean
that the same days will repeat over and over forever.
Noone can see into tomorrow.

Just hold on tight hitomi tojita nara
Look inside yourself kodou kanjiru kara
Yes, "MIRAI" shinjite hoshii
You can take another look from the other side
Just hold on tight, because if you close your eyes,
look inside yourself, you'll feel a heartbeat.
Yes, I want you to believe in the future.
You can take another look from the other side.

Just hold on tight kokoro kujikete mo
Reach into your soul ashita ga mienakute mo
Yes, chigau sekai ga atte
You can take another look from the other side
ai no subete ni deaeru yo...
Just hold on tight, even if your heart is breaking.
Reach into your soul, even if you can't see tomorrow.
Yes, there's another world out there.
You can take another look from the other side,
and you'll be able to find all that is love...