.:: This House Believes That Cameron Highlands is an Awesome Place! ::.

Mood: a bit tired after coming back from Cameron yesterday.
I think we spent around 8 to 9 hours traveling.

And after that experience,
I NEVER want to go in a van again.
Imagine ten people cramming like
sardines in a 9-seat van.
If that's not bad enough, imagine that with luggage.
Then, imagine traveling in the
afternoon when the sun's high up in the sky.
And lastly, add in the fact that the air-conditioning's
NOT working even though its boiling hot.

But it was all worth it when we reached Cameron.
Another thing is,
I never EVER wanna see or eat strawberries again.
It's like total strawberry madness there.
Way too pink for me.

Anyways,
it was a great experience and
I don't wanna talk too much about it
or I just might jump on the next bus back there.
Miss it awfully,
especially the weather and all my friends.

So here's the pictures,
each worth more than a thousand words.
(The pictures are in lower resolution because
it took way too long to upload the original pics,
so these may be a bit blur - I'll upload on fb later)



Me, Pn Zurina and Marjan on the balcony of
our Apartment - Desa Anthurium ( I think.)

Just us girls.
(Sandhya, Banun, Marjan and Me)


Quarter Finals - Government
Ishwaar, Me and Banun


Elucia and me =3
Storytelling since standard 3...


Melody and Me =P
(I still remember her cow costume)


Melody, Banun, Me and Elucia
(I think you can see Pn Wong Bee Bee at the back. =) )


Bentong + Cameron + 1 Kuantan girl (me)


Okay, this was taken by a more 'pro'
camera girl =D

Overall, I loved Cameron,
and it was great knowing everyone.
Hope we meet again really soon!

.:: We're going up the highlands, yes we are ::.

Mood: A bit nervous and excited for tomorrow.
Yea, I'm childish, getting all excited just because
we're going to Cameron for debate tomorrow.

It's just that I haven't been
to Cameron since primary,
wonder if it's changed.

I wonder if Rosa Pasadena,
the hotel that I stayed in three times
for story-telling is still there?

I wonder if that friendly bell-boy who
greets me each year when I check into
the hotel each year back when I was in primary
is still there?

And most of all,
I hope that it was still as cold as
I remember. It'd be too sad
if global warming played it's part there too.
= (

Anyways, wish me luck.
Will update soon, I hope.
And good luck to all of you who are
taking April test next week. :)

.:: Shugo Chara 39 ::.

Mood: Ikuto's finally back to normal. Yay.

This is exactly why I love anime and manga.
Just takes your mind off things.
The next issue comes out on 1st of May.
Owh well. But the pairings are still
Ikuto X Amu and Tadase X Amu.
Grr. Like Ikuto better though =P

.:: Nullified ::.

Mood: Neutral.

Would it be better if everyone were born without emotions?
Even though I know perfectly
that it would be way worst,
sometimes I wish I was born without emotions.
That way, I wouldn't be happy nor sad.
Not a care in the world.

Sometimes, I'm confused.
And its like I can't tell who's a friend or a foe anymore.
I trust a friend and I get hurt.
I think the person's a foe and I hurt a friend.
It feels so stupid and naive of me.

And now,
because of lack of sleep,
I said some things that didn't seem awful,
but apparently was rude.
And its like the whole world's against me.
Worst part is, I can't justify my own fault.
Can only tell myself to not do it again.
And I'm losing a friend in the process.
And I think she's spreading bad word about me.

But I guess, in the end,
I can't do much.
What are friends anyway?
When you are forced in a battle,
then it becomes a 'every man for himself' thing.
No sense of chivalry whatsoever.
So why want friends?
Just because it looks like fun?

I guess, in the end,
the problem lies in me.
I just... don't belong.
And there's not much that I can do about it.
Then again, I never did fit in.
So, its probably futile to worry about tiny things like these.
Only one question remains.
Who can and should I trust?
Will I ever be able to trust again?

I can't believe one person made me feel down
for a while.
But that's over and I'm moving on.
Because the wind is loved and hated too,
and there's nothing it can do about it.
The wind can only be the wind
and its up to the rest to accept it
or isolate it.
And one day, someday,
I will find my own breeze.

If you're cracking your mind trying to understand
this post, then just stop trying.
Cause no one can understand its true meaning but me.
And DON'T bother asking me.
Like I said, I don't belong.

But there are still some I treasure and love in this world,
and that will never change regardless of how they feel.
Even if the feeling's not mutual,
I would always think of them as my friends.
Even if they choose to be the blade that cuts through me.
I guess that's just being me.

.:: This House Believes That Lack of Sleep Totally Fries a Brain ::.

Mood: Supposed to be happy that we won,

yet the fact that I'm drowsy and half asleep's

holding me back from jumping with joy.

For the past 3 days,

the total average hours of sleep that I've

been getting is 4 to 5 hours a day?

Did I even get that much of sleep?

Firstly, I'd like to apologise to my teammates

for today's debate. I couldn't really

give it my all like how I did semi-finals.

Guess there's a limit to how much I can hold up.

The lack of sleep finally got to me.

Couldn't really focus.

Thank God for the results though.

Will be uploading some pictures soon,

I guess?

Heard that the state levels will be clashing with the HELP

debate, so probably might not be able to go for that one.

Lesson learnt here is,

don't wait till the day before the competition to do

your scripts.

Secondly, HARASS the organiser to give you

the motions at least a week before the competition.

(we got ours, like a few days...?)

Before I crap on further,

I guess I'd probably should catch that next

train to Dreamland.

Will try to update more often.