.:: Here's The Reply ::.

Here's the song and the tag that I never replied to :P

This post is specially for Vigelic. =)

.:: HeartFul Song::.

Mood: I've been feeling more and more like my old self lately.

Looks like in the advent of SPM,

I've been faced with all sorts of nostalgia.

And since I can't blog too much now,

I'll just keep it brief.

Here's a song that I can relate to A LOT

right now.

My Heartful Song - Nana Mizuki

(from the anime Shugo Chara)

誰もいなぃステージ
夢の時間はもう幕が降りてゆく
昨日同じ
明日は二と度こないと気つくの

ラストシーンはいつも切なく美しいけど
涙拭ふいで 扉敲こう

新しい私に 生うまれかわる
緩きを出して 恥ずかしいからないね
My Heartful Song
My Heartful Song
歌うよ 何時までも あなたに屆けますよるに

いつからだろう
本当の笑顔見せられらくんあった
こんな私を
諦めないでまってて暮れたの

孤独のたてを掲げ自分とたったかっていた
ほら強がりの鎖ほどいて

懐かしい思い出に優しさが
目覚めるように
素直になれたから
My Heartful Song
My Heartful Song
心を開いて

今　新しい私に生まれ変わる
勇気を出して
輝き津ずけよう
My Heartful Song
My Heartful Song
唄うよいつまでも
あなたに届きますように

In the empty stage
the curtain has already fallen on my time for dreams.
Just like yesterday, tomorrow will
not come again...I've realized it...

The last scene is always painful and beautiful, but
I'll wipe my tears and knock on this door!

I'll change into a brand new me!
I bring out my courage
without being ashamed!
My Heartful Song
My Heartful Song
I will always sing
so that it'll reach you!

I wonder since when did I stop showing my true smile,
don't give up on me, you've waited for me!

I brought up the shield of loneliness and fought myself,
but now I release my chains of deceit.

The affection in my nostalgic memories
opened my eyes and
I've become more honest!
My Heartful Song
My Heartful Song
I open my heart!

Now,
I'll change into a brand new me!
I bring out my courage
and continue to shine!
My Heartful Song
My Heartful Song
I will always sing
so that it'll reach you!

daremo inai stage
yume no jikan wa mou maku ga orite yuku
kinou to onaji
asu wa nido to konai to kizuku no

last scene wa itsumo setsunaku utsukushii kedo
namida fuite tobira tatakou

atarashii watashi ni umarekawaru
yuuki o dashite hazukashi ga ranaide
My Heartful Song
My Heartful Song
utau yo itsumademo anata ni todokimasu you ni

itsu kara darou
honto no egao miserarenakunatteta
konna watashi o
akiramenaide mattete kureta no

kodoku no tate o kakage jibun to tatakatte ita
hora tsuyogari no kusari hodo ite

natsukashii omoide ni yasashisa ga
mesameru you ni
sunao ni nareta kara
My Heartful Song
My Heartful Song
kokoro o hiraite

ima atarashii watashi ni umarekawaru
yuuki o dashite
kagayaki tsuzukeyou
My Heartful Song
My Heartful Song
utau yo itsu made mo
anata ni todokimasu you ni

.:: Running duel! Acceleration! ::.

Mood: Kinda sleepy and obsessed with YGO 5D

So like, its 40+ days to SPM.

And yes, I sorta counted.

And I actually don't know how I feel about it.

And the reason for the null post updates

are cause... well,

I can't find the mood to blog anymore,

because there's this whole list of episodes to watch.

*ahem* and stuff to study, of course.

But anyway...

I've got like a major confession.

And its...

I love Yusei Fudo!!

And I want a duel disk badly

and if possible my own D-wheel!!

(and I want it built by Yusei, just like Aki's!

I can't help going Gyah!! over episode 73-75.

So YuseiAki-ish!!)

but for the record,

I am NOT giving up Atemu.

So there.

P/s:

1. Yusei x Aki is the cuuuuutest pairing ever!!!

2. I might not be blogging till after SPM,

which probably explains the blog being on hold.

But since I'm indecisive, I most probably would

update a few times. =)

.:: MI AHN HAE YA HA NEUN GUH NI ::.

Mood: Glad to be well enough to go online again.

Don't ask me why, but recently,

this Korean song has been stuck in my head.

It translates to Do I Have to Say Sorry?

It's from the K-drama Sassy Girl Chun Hyang.

Quite hilarious story.

Cute ending.

미안한거니 미안해야 하는 거니널

사랑하게 돼 버린 거내 사랑이

널 많이 힘들게 한다는 걸 알면

서도난 너를 보내지도 못하고 있어

이런 날 이해 한다면조금만 나더 운

다고 해도나 용서해 잠시만 더* 아니라고

안된다고내 눈을 가려도 너는 있었고함께

해서~ 아파하며 살아도

그것만으로 행복했어내

두귀를 다막아 듣지 않아도넌 언제나 내게 말을

했고정말 지워지지 않는다면

이젠 차라리 행복하고 싶어

Don't ask me to read that

cause I don't have a clue what it means.

Which makes me consider learning Korean now.

I mean, hey, I can read hiragana and katakana

and a bit of kanji now,

so why not start on Korean?

I have a feeling hangul's way harder though.

Im not even sure how to spell

the few terms i know in korean.

Anyway, I just like the song lols.

And its kinda great to be out of bed

after a whole week.

It was definitely the most

scary experience ever, given the

things about H1N1 going around.

I'm just glad its over.

At least, the fever and sorethroat is.

Now its just left with flu and cough.

And SPM Trials the week after the next.

It's going to be fun,

I promise myself. =)

.:: Debate Nationals ::.

Mood: Happy because of all the people I've met.

(pictures are on Facebook)

As most of you might have known by now,

our team made it to the semis,

so we ranked 3rd together with Kedah

Kedah took around 10 to 11 hours to reach,

and I've never sat so long in a vehicle.

Even the trip to Japan only took 6 hours plus.

I went there on a double-decker bus,

a day earlier, basically because my mum wanted

it to be a less tiring journey.

And truth be told, it was a good idea to travel ahead.

The hotel, Grand Crsytal, Alor Setar,

was quite okay. Not much complaints,

I loved the fact that we each had a gorgeously

big bed all to ourselves.

Banun and Marjan shared a queen-sized bed

and I had a single bed to myself,

but in the end we joined up the two beds.

Food was, okay I suppose.

I guess after the experience of going to

Pasir Salak for public speaking 2 years

ago makes the food everywhere seem completely satisfactory.

And anyway, it really was quite good

(some of the dishes)

I remember eating two bowls of porridge for

breakfast everyday, cause it was sooo good!

(despite the fact that I was kinda nervous for the comp)

(our first team picture :P)

Anyways, our first round was against Labuan.

The motion was THBT Schools Should Increase

The Importance Placed on Co-Curricular Activities.

We went up as GOV for that one.

It was great debating against Labuan,

they were like so friendly!

After the round, it was like we were already friends.

I liked Hani's voice the most,

it was so uber-cute! =)

Thanks to the One above, managed to somehow

miraculously land as best speaker for that round.

Go GOV! (Ishwaar, Me and Banun)

Us and Putrajaya =)

Second round was against Penang,

which happened to be one of my favourite

states to get food from.

Penang curry mee & laksa...! =P

*ahem*

Anyways, motion was THBT United Nations is Dysfunctional.

We went up as GOV again.

This has got to be the toughest rounds of nationals yet.

It was seriously the most challenging one.

The Penang team was really well-informed.

and it was pretty scary (and cool) how they

compressed all of that info and delivered it

at shinkansen speed.

Penang and Us (Complete teams)

No, seriously,

it was that fast that I had problems

writing rebuttals.

But of course, it was slow enough to catch and

we understood every word.

I totally loathed this topic though,

and I think I read more articles than I have in a lifetime

to prepare for this one.

(Which wasn't actually a lot)

The third round was on the very same evening,

against Perak.

Motion was THBT Free Trades Harm the Developing World.

We went up as Opposition for this one.

I really liked the third speaker for their team.

She was just so bloody sarcastic (in a good way)

Well, of course it was dissapointing to lose,

but what's done is done.

And besides, they won the whole competition in the end,

so they are pretty good. =)

One last picture before we hit the Pacific~!

After that,

we finally had time to play around.

We went to Pacific and hung around the arcade,

went to the night market to do some shopping.

(In my defence, I was shopping for dinner cause

I missed dinner)

What I scored for basketball =D

Banun, Marjan and their chocolate fountain obsession.

We originally planned to have the Malacca girls over,

but everyone fell asleep except Grace,

so we did a bit of prank calling.

Okay, so maybe I didn't actually DO the prank calls,

but I tried hard not to laugh.

(which included almost suffocating myself with a pillow)

Eza and the gang came over to prank Ishwaar too,

which I caught on video and will upload ASAP.

The finals was Perak VS Negeri Sembilan.

Motion was THBT Change is NOT Progress.

And it was the MOST entertaining round ever.

With the sarcasm and Obama, Obama, Obama,

it was totally funny.

Funniest quote (In my opinion):

If my first speaker were to dye his hair brown

and wear blue contact lenses,

if that helps him get chicks, Mr Speaker,

then isn't that progress?

And YES, he did say 'chicks'

Me and Labuan team =)

After the competition,

we had our farewells and then we went off to

visit places that we didn't get to visit on the first day.

We went to the Paddy Museum which had this

awesome scenery painted out in 3 months.

Word is they imported artists from Korea to paint it.

It makes me wonder how much more

improvement I'm gonna need to be able to draw like them.

The most interesting was definitely the growing crsytals,

and there was like a river near that place

and I got to see people fishing, like for real.

The man was even nice enough to

let me take a picture of his catch,

a real ikan puyu.

It took another 10 hours before we reached

Kuantan at 2am in the morning.

We stopped by at Tapah resthouse where

I got myself two hotdogs, which I loved

ever since eating three the last time we stopped here

on the way back from Cameron for states.

And guess what? The lady still remembers me.

In a nutshell,

it was my very first and best nationals for debate ever

and even Marjan agreed that it was nicer than

Kelantan last year.

(which I missed because of KWN Nationals)

To everyone that I met there,

thanks so much for the great memories.

Keep in touch and take care! =)

.:: National Service ::.

Mood: I feel so lost.

Basically, I don't really mind going

for national service. Really I don't.

But that doesn't mean that I'm not

worrying about what might happen there.

Now I wonder if this had anything to

do with the last debate title for states.

'National Service should be made compulsory for all Malaysian Youths"

Should have seen it coming, I guess.

Well to look on the bright side,

I am one of the 120 thousand who were selected out of 500 thousand.

=)

And it does sound interesting to be able to handle guns.

As long as I don't accidentally shoot anything.

Downside is, I won't have the chance to learn how to drive,

that's all.

And the fact that it means no anime for the next 3 months.

Aww.

Well, on the bright side,

am going for the PISSA camp in Rompin next week.

Should be interesting.

I guess, getting selected for NS has suddenly

got me thinking about the future.

Call me selfish, but I always wanted to just stay in the

present and enjoy it as it is.

But all things must come to an end.

Like the Ring of Endless Light.

God, I cried endlessly reading that book.

You have no idea how much I can relate to that story.

But its helped me realize something.

So I guess,

right now, all I can do is do my best for everything.

Quote from Hikari:

As long as I give it my all, it'll work out somehow.

What would I do without anime?

=3

.:: Lack of serotinin..? ::.

Mood: I think I'm about to be the first vampire in Kuantan.

Recently, I have become seriously nocturnal.

I just somehow stay awake at night,

god knows what I do.

And in the morning I wake up quite early,

because I've got no choice,

that's what happens when you've got

people around you who are dead enthusiastic for breakfast.

And I don't sleep in the evenings since coming back

from Japan, except when i'm dead exhausted.

Anyway.

Accomplishments in the previous 2 days,

I have slaved and slaved and finally manage to complete

75% of my art folio that I'm been putting off the past year.

Managed to figure out that accounts question,

had to figure it out cause I left class arly last friday.

Turns out that accounts will always be accounts,

straighforward and honest.

I don't know why, the word 'sunao' keeps coming up.

And I've watched OURAN 3 times, (all 26 eps),

Jang Geum's Dream,

re-read Kitchen Princess,

continued on a bit of Bleach,

Shugo Chara etc.

Okay craps,

if I dont sleep now,

i can forget about ever waking up :P

Oyasumi!!