.:: MiD YeaR ReSuLTS ::.

Mood: A little tired. Exhausted actually...
So many things to do, so little time.

Owh well,
since I won't be here for the next 4 days because of debate
and I won't be here for Open Day as well...

Here's my result slip just to SAY IT ALL.

(dis one can be enlarged XP)


Well, it wasn't really that good,
considering I did have 2 A2s...
I think I could have done better...

Owh yea, didn't manage to get the accounts results though,
I got 36/40 for paper 1...
Have to search for the teacher for paper 2.

So anyway,
here's the my results for those that can't view the pic:

BM - 70 (Its always Bm!!)
ENG - 90 (improved, I guess...)
MM - 87 ( sad.)
Add Maths - 92 (deterioration! Omg.)
Moral - 78 (Okay, I just don't get moral)
History - 84 ( a little dissapointed, but okay la)
Physics - 79 ( Ithought I was gonna fail the paper)
Biology - 74 (deterioration again.)
Chemistry - 85 (not too bad, not good either)
Basic Economics - 85 (matching marks again!)
Accounts (paper 1) - 36/40

So altogether, 8A1s and 2As
And one unknown. =P

That's about it.
I really think I could've done better,
but grateful enough to God for helping me attain
these results in the first place.
And I am happy about my placing though.
(1/27)

Right now,
there's debate to worry about! =.=
Wish me luck, minna!

THBT Debate is a pain in the brain when you have to memorise
4 scripts! (8 including reply speeches!!)
argh...
Guess I have no choice but to try my best! =P

.:: uRD ::.

Mood: deep in thought.

Today, i went back to SMART.
For the OMK.
(Olympiad Matematik Kebangsaan)

It's sort of like a written test.
9 questions.
2 1/2 hours to complete.
Yup, its not a typo.
9 Questions only.

This year's paper was much easier compared to last year.
Either that, or I might've improved just a little.
Anyway, I only had time to answer 4 out of 9.
Kinda dissapointing.
Wish I had more time.
However, I'm pretty satisfied because I went all out
and i did NOT give up.
At least I tried.
So there.

Being in SMART together with all my friends,
stirs up a lot of memories.
I guess, there's just no way that
I would feel nolgastic.
Something's have changed.
But the 'base' is still the same.

Omg. Hisyam's a prefect now.
Din noe dat =P
And I saw Fadhil, Faqar, DG, Amir Aiman
today. Almost cried in front of them too.

They just had to talk about the times while I was still there.
It's funny that,
even two months since transferring out,
I still feel like... weird.

Immagine how weird it felt (and nolgastic)
to put my school name as SMKART again.
And the class as 4SA.
(This I had to do because when i registered for the olympiad,
it was under SMART)

The buildings are still the same.
The fragrance of grass lightly surrounds the labs.
I missed going here.
The toilets, well,
I know I'm going to miss how clean the toilets are.
Especially the Form 6 toilets.
Freaking clean, even till now.
Can't say the same for the Form 1 and 2 toilets though.

The post title's Urd because,
She's the guardian of the past.
Belldandy; the present
Skuld ; the future.
(You'll know this if you watched Ah! Megami-sama/
Ah! My Goddess!)

Even in that 3 short hours,
I was happy to be back there.
I missed everyone and everything so much.
I miss being on the 3rd floor,
looking down below with the breeze gently brushing my hair.
I miss it all.

Some people say,
if you keep attached to the past,
you'll never move on.

I guess that's kinda true.
But, just for a little while,
I wanna recall the old times.
Then, I can smile and say,
"I've grown."

Eventhough I still miss that place till now,
SABS is my 2nd home now.
And I'm learning to love it just as much as I loved SMART.
But I definitely won't forget.
My memories in SMART shall be here forever,
but instead of holding me back,
I know they'll push me forward for a better tomorrow.

No matter what,
I'll always be me.
I can't promise I won't change,
but I'll still be me.
(To a certain sumone(s))

I'll always be me.
That's all I can ever promise.

.:: TaGGeD BY LiLY ::.

Mood: Feeling a lot better now.

Just waiting for the rain to pour. Love it when it does.

I was tagged by:

Lily

7 facts about me

-I love anime

-I'm stronger than I look, weaker than I seem.

- I love to sing

- Play the piano and dance ballet

-Loves penang food, especially curry mee =D

-Like to write [go here] to see my works.

-Love to dream and eat

7 things that frightened me

-not being able to be myself

-not having a reason to stand up from failure

-not being able to sing

-not being able to eat all the delicious food

the world has to offer

-not being able to give my all for everything

-I can't think of anything else??

Is it even logical to have that many fears??

7 phrases always said

-Jya Ne. (cya later)

-Haraheta! /I'm hungry!

-Sankyuu! ( Thanks)

-I'm an anime freak.

- What the heck?!

-Nemui (I'm sleepy)

-Tsukareta... (i'm tired)

7 songs for the mean time

-Konoya no Uta (Black Cat)

-True Heart ( Tackey & Tsubasa)

-Koi Kana (Kirarin Revolution)

-SUGAO Flavour (Kirarin Revolution)

-Platinum (Cardcaptor Sakura)

-Amber Cradle (RAVE)

-High and Higher (RAVE)

7 valuable things for me

-Life

-Family

- Rain / Water

- My dreams & memories

-My voice

-My friends

- Anime

7 first times

- first time in primary school was when i was 6,

yes i skipped kindergarden.

-first time involved in language activuties was when i was 6,

story-telling in my Mum's school

-1st anime I watched was DIGIMON 01

-1st japanese song I learnt was Scarlet (Ayashi No Ceres),

also the 1st anime piano piece I learnt.

-1st time I fell in love was with Tooya from Ayashi No Ceres.

Happens to be the first bishie ever for me.

-1st time I wrote a story was when I was 9,

fanfiction of RAVE.

-1st online job I ever had was a fanfic writer

at RaVeExtreme

7 lucky persons to be tagged

(i wouldn't say lucky...)

1. Adele

2. Kor =3 (Just copy the ques and answer)

3. Kabian

4. Aaron -> no escape =D

5. Irwin (havent tagged u b4)

6. Man Houw

7. TzeYen =)

.:: ENGLiSH PaRLiMeNTaRY STYLe DeBaTE ::.

Mood: I'm finally well enough to blog.
Yay. No pictures yet though, can't find the cable.

11th June 2008

I can't believe that the day came so fast.
We weren't really anticipating it or anything.
In fact we were VERY unprepared.

Anyway, the night before,
I was already having a headache,
but I held up the whole day in school till around 4.30
after Physics extra class.
Once I reached home,
I immediately had lunch and bathed
and then tumbled down after having 2 panadols.

I slept till around 10.30pm
before I woke up to memorize my script for the next day.
Yup, leave it to me to do everything last minute.
I had to do the reply speech as well, luckily it was only a page long.
Easily memorized that.

All I had to worry about was rebuttals.
So anyway,
The next day, we went to Afzan,
around 9 something, or so.
Turns out Air Putih came late, so
they were starting out late.

My teacher made us all have breakfast in the canteen.
At first, Pn Intan thought my being fever-ish was just
due to stress, so I just ate a plate of
nasi lemak and drank a glass of hot tea.
It was delicious for canteen food.

While I was eating,
Cat passed by the canteen and saw me.
Then we talked and then i found out that she was
the Madam Speaker for the day. =)
Miss Speaker *

I saw a lot of other people too,
Abhi, Kavitha, Swarna, Malreen, Shanice,
Shin Wei, Mun Wei, etc.
Sorry if I missed any names out, was to dizzy to remember.

We managed to watch the preliminary rounds,
Afzan VS Air Putih.
The bill was:
THBT Schools Should Do Away With Uniforms
or something like that.

The first speaker from Afzan had a really cute voice,
no one would believe that she was Form 5 lol!
Afzan was government and Air Putih was opposition.

What was funny was,
when the 3rd speaker of the opposition was speaking,
he got POI-ed by the government 3rd speaker
and he said, "denied".
Then, 3rd speaker GOV took up the mic anyway and
said, " I'm the 3rd speaker"

Then, the OPP was like,
"okay, fine, accepted."
I was like, WHAT just happened?

Anyway,
Afzan won fair and square,
they really had good speakers.
I liked the 1st speaker best cause of her cute voice.
And she really made her points clear and concise. =D

By the time that was over,
I was like burning already.
Cat touched me and she was like, "omg."
And she and Abhi and the rest did the sweetest thing ever.
They went around to look for Panadol for me.
Immagine that?
So sweet of them!
Thanks a lot !!

But unfortunately,
they couldn't find any because of some school rule...
didn't quite catch it.
I was praying that government would go up then.

My team consisted of:
Banun (1st GOV)
Marjan (2nd GOV)
Faiz (1st OPP)
Myself (2nd OPP)
and Ishwaar (the Rebutter)

By then,
I think my face was as red as a tomato.
And i was having spots all over.
Well, there was no other choice than to put up with it.
So I did.

In the quarantine room,
for the whole hour,
I was a bit relieved because government would be going up.
But it was a bit tense because of all
the stupid POIs I threw at Marjan and Ishwaar.
In the end, I ended up arguing with Ishwaar,
rebutting all his rebuttals.

The bill for the semis was:
THBT University Education Should be Free.
 NOTE: THBT - This House Believes That

 So anyway,
Afzan was POI-ing Marjan like mad.
She accepted the first two,
and then she declined, but said she'd answer after the debate.
Then, the funniest thing happened.

2nd Speaker GOV:
does that mean you're not going to accept our POIs anymore?

Marjan:
I will, after this debate. Let me continue...

2nd Speaker GOV:
We have a right to POI.

Marjan:
and WE have a right to DENY.

Gosh I almost died there.
Anyway, I never got to see the match till its end
because I couldn't put up with the heat any longer.
My Mum came and took me to the clinic.

The doctor looked solemn,
and then said,
"I suspect its German Measels. But we'll find out after two days."
and He wrote me an M/C for 2 days.

12th June 2008.

I slept till around 1 am, before waking up to memorize my script.
My inbox was flooded by worried SMS-es
by my team mates and teacher.
Especially Marjan.
See, if I couldn't go the next day,
she'd have to memorize my script for opposition,
as well as hers and both reply speeches.

So no matter what,
I had to push myself to go for it the next day.
Also because I wanted to go,
and not let my team mates down.

The finals was against SMART,
my ex-school.
When i walked in,
Amalen was like, "Why are you so pink today?"
Apparently, that day,
to everyone, I looked like I had sun tan.
Thank God it didn't look more serious.

And as luck would have it,
my teacher made me draw the lots.
And I got OPPOSITION!
I screamed.
My teacher had been praying that opposition would go up,
mainly cause it was easier.

I mean with a bill like:
THBT The English Idiom, "Money Maketh a Man" Is True,
It is easier to defend when you're opposition.

All the other teams came to watch the finals.
And I saw a lot of familiar faces.

For the government team,
Chew Yee was the PM.
Adam, i think... was 2nd GOV
and Amalen was the rebuter.

In the end,
Amalen got the best speaker,
because he deserved it.
And SABS won the finals.

I was glad it finished quickly,
cause I felt like collapsing.
I didn't even stay for lunch,
to much food that I cannot eat to be seen.

So instead,
Mum drove me straight home.
And I stayed in bed ever since.

Thanks for everyone who've supported me and
wished me good luck.
I hope I get better soon,
starting to miss school,
eventhough most people don't realize I'm not there.
But that doesn't mean I should stop liking school, right?

.:: HaTe MeaSLeS ::.

To cut a long story short,
During debate semis,
I got suspected of german measles.
and after the finals,
which I went up to speak in,
I've been stuck in bed ever since.

Good news?
We won the district level and will be advancing to state.
Amalen got best speaker, he was really funny and good.

Bad news?
There's a whole ton of stuff I can't eat now.
Sad.
But owh well,
I'll get over it.

Will blog in detail once the measles clear.
Till then,
my blog shall be taking a short hibernation.
Lol.
Yes, I said 'short'.

To everyone who's been wishing me  get well soon,
thnx a bunch. Means alot to me.
To Grandpa, thnx 4 d poem. That was so sweet of u.
There was something, else about a Level E friend, but who cares.
Arigatou minna!¬

.:: KoNoYa No uTa - SaYa (BLaCK CaT) ::.

Just came back from KL yesterday.

Nothing much to talk about.
I did get a chance to go swimming though.
It felt nice to be underwater again.
The melodies of water washed into my ear.
Serenity.

Anyway, ever since then,
I have been addicted to playing the piano.
In fact, my fingers are still a little sore from playing Butterfly Kiss
(from RAVE)

It's a totally awesome song.
Talking about RAVE...
OMG! Sieghart is sooo sweet!
Love him tons lol! I think he likes Elie / Resha. (spoiler!!)
Yup, Elie is Resha. She slept for 50 years and woke up.

And now, Haru has a new sword!
Musica almost died forging it and Reina had to come in the picture.
Miss Reina tons.
And also,
Belnika and Nibel died!
He totally didn't have to die!
Just because Nibel used an aging magic to get more power to defeat
that ice-queen! (can't remember her name dy)

*ahem*
Enough spoilers for a day I guess.
I found RAVE volume 32 and 33 in Midvalley the other day
and just had to buy it!
RAVE FOREVER.
Did I mention Elie got kidnapped by Lucia again?
(fine, enough with the spoilers)

Anyway....
I finally managed to get my hands on the piano sheet
of Konoya No Uta.
It's the song Saya sings in Black Cat.
It was only my third time playing when I recorded this,
so please excuse the back parts.
I think I messed up alot at the back,
Owh well. At least I tried.
Gonna practice more.
Next, I'm gonna try Hikari No Naka E from Escaflowne.

Saya Minatsuki and Train Heartnet.

Proud to be a sweeper.
NOTE: Sweepers are licensed bounty hunters.


So, treating this as a tribute to Saya Minatsuki,
who will forever be one of the most outstanding characters in my heart,
being the one that changed Train Heartnet's life forever,
leading him to a life of a stray cat, here's the song I played on the piano.

KoNoYa No UTa (piano) - ReSHa LiM

.:: To aLL MY BeST FRieNDS ouT THeRe ::.

Mood: Fingers are a little tired after practicing Butterfly Kiss on the piano.
Totally tiring song, but worth it.

Okay, Grandpa asked me to write a poem way long time ago,
Guess I didn't have the time and inspiration till now.

So Adrian, (sounds nicer when I call you Grandpa)
here's a poem to you and all my best friends out there.
Gaaya, Sabrina, Manda and Fiza  if you're reading, this is for you as well!
Miss you all soo much!!
Can't wait to play softball with all of you again.
And Pik Kuan, my very 1st best friend,
hope we'll stay best friends forever,
It's been a long time since we've chatted,
but you're still a best friend to me.
Also, to Aelys and Myka
this is to you too!!

In truth, I have so many good friends,
so this is for all of you out there!
You all mean a lot to me =)


Me and Gaaya (choral speaking)


Me and Sabri ^^

Will get Manda's and Fiza's pic soon =P
Grandpa you owe me a pic!
Haven't seen you since Standard 6 =.=

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Like water's everlasting flow,
Let angels guide you wherever you go,
Thanks for always being by my side,
I pray for you to have sweet dreams each night

Eventhough I know dreams shall end,
But I'll always stand by you, my friend(s),
I'll be here to drown your fears and sorrow,
So never give up on your dreams of tomorrow,

As time passes, we will grow older,
But know that our friendship shall never wither,
Like the thousands of stars shining brightly in the infinite sky,
You'll never be alone as our friendship will never die.

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Hope you all liked it!
Will write a longer one next time.
My poem-writing skills apparently have gone rusty,
so I guess it's time I start cleaning the rust =P

.:: TaGGeD aND WiLL TaG =P ::.

Mood: Owh well, it's nice to have something to do when you're a little bored.

I was Tagged by:
Wern Yen

Re-tagged by:
My 5-century old Grandpa =)
Aaron

8 things I'm passionate about:

-anime!
-singing
-dancing ballet (dunno why.)
-blogging
-add maths
-scrabble (currently)
-sudoku
-piano

8 things I say or do too often:

{say}
-thanks!
-sorry
-appreciate it
-underage!
-ew.
-what the?
-hey!
-haha
-baka!

{do}
-watch anime
-sing
-sleep and dream =)
-eat
-play games
-bath ( i love water lol!)
-accidentally speak in Japanese when trying
to say something in hokkien / cantonese
-blog and MSN

8 things i've read recently:

-emails
-sms-es
-Ekonomi Asas textbook
(I need to finish my homework, k?)
-Bibble Knowledge
(Gospel according to St Luke)
-blogs, including Grandpa's (u know who u r)
-newspaper (omg! wad happened 2 me!!
owh. otakuzone =P )
-my diary?
-my to-do-list.

8 songs i could listen over and over again:

-Hikari No Naka E - Maaya Sakamoto
-Brand New Breeze - Kanon
- Pachelbel Canon in D
-Koko Ni Iru Yo feat. Aoyama Thelma - SoulJa
-Soba Ni Iru Ne feat. SoulJa - Aoyama Thelma
- Butterfly - Wada Kouji
-Brave Heart - Wada Kouji
- True Heart - Tackey & Tsubasa <3

8 things I learned last year:

1. I am me. Deal with it.
2. I'm the best the way I am.
3. I have friends who can see through the smile I wear.
And I am grateful.
4. PMR's great to look forward to.
5. Things don't always go the way you want them to.
But when they don't, be grateful it didn't happen worst.
6. If i believe, there's nothing impossible.
7. I can make a huge difference.
8. Backstabbers are also good actors.
They're getting better at making
themselves look like your best friends.

8 people to tag : (yay!)
1. my Grandpa in Kedah! =P (yes u!)
2. Sabrina!
3. Adele - sowwie...
4. Jonathan =P
5. Kabian -- lol.
6. Aaron <- muahaha
7. Milah! lame x tag dah...
8. Anju =P Hehe.

Was gonna tag Wern Yen back,
but never mind la... I'm feeling kind 2day =D

.:: 2 MoVieS iN a DaY LoL ::.

Mood: Having a slight headache after watching the movie SUPERHEROES.
don't wanna talk about it. That movie was just plain crappy.
DON'T WATCH IT, it's not worth anyone's time.

Instead,
I'll post about the other movie I watched today.
Narnia, Prince Caspian.

Okay, before I watched this movie,
I had already read the book,
so I already knew what to expect.
But the producers did a great job anyways.

The guy who acted as Prince Caspian had a wonderful sleingh
Loved it.
I couldn't really tell where he was from,
didn't bother to run a search on it though.
If he was an anime character, then I might have tho.

Anyway,
they did follow the original storyline pretty well.
And it was kinda surprising how nice it turned out.
I liked High King Peter lots.
He has his own style to things.
And Edmund is somewhat like Hiroto from Kirarin Revolution.
Lol.

Susan has grown alot since the last movie.
And Lucy, well, she still seems the same.
I liked the griffins though,
I guess I did always have a soft spot for air-borne creatures.
It must be nice to feel the wind all the time up there.
The wind =)

Anyway, petrol prices have apparently gone up.
The whole Kuantan was in a scary traffic jam
because all the cars were rushing to pump petrol
at the petrol stations.
And apparently there's food crisis going on.
I hope its nothing bad.
It's amazing what reading the newspapers for once will do.

School is starting soon,
can't wait for next Saturday!
I can finally play softball again!
I love softball! Miss it soooooooo much!!

Last but not least,
hopefully I'll get to go to Ichibanzai '08!
It sounds awesome!
I can't wait!!
=P

.:: ToMoDaCHi Wa NaNi...? ::.

MooD: Just a tad bit curious of the answer to the question above.
Tomodachi wa nani?
In English, What are friends?

Looks like I'm too free,
explains why there are so many posts of this type.

Basically,
the easiest way to define a friend,
that I can think of is:
I know you, you know me.

Wait, that's what we call an 'aquaintance'
=.=

Okay, fine,
I know a little more that your name,
You know a little more than my name.
I suppose that's what we call 'basic friends'
(too much influence of Chemistry)

If you search the internet,
millions and millions of items will
pop out once you click 'search'

I think its not hard to make a friend.
But how good a friend you make is the difference.

For example:
The 'basic friends' I spoke of.
Actually there are two sub-categories
(I should write a book about this)

1st category:

They don't know you that well and they don't bother.
They just wanna claim they know you
when you earn some glory.
Classic case: When you MSN,
they don't bother to greet you.
The 1st one that has to say 'hi'
is always you, NEVER them.

Know anyone like that? I do. A lot too, I regret to say.

But when they see you winning something,
or see you in public and have no one else to talk to,
you're the first one they greet!
Amazing, huh? It keeps getting better.

Class 2 (2nd category):
They actually wanna know more about you.
They are the first to PM when you switch on ur MSN
or any chatting programme.
They are totally there for you and listen when you have problems.
They LISTEN eventhough they don't know you that well.

And when they see you in the light of glory,
they are actually shy and won't come up to talk.
Instead, people from category 1 rush to meet you.
They just wait there,
alone and without a friend.

Know anyone like that? I know a few.
And I treasure them more than Category 1.
Because they show clearly that they're YOUR friends,
not YOUR GLORY's friends.

Confused? The list goes on.

Next,
There are also types from not-so-rare categories.
Let's call them Level E.
(From Vampire Knight, Level E, ex-human vampires.)

They are always nice to you.
They ACT nice to you.
They help you take your homework,
back you up and everything.
And at the same time,
BACKSTABS you,
and at the same time expects help from you.

Gosh, I can't immagine what kind of friends are these.
Wait... WHY AM I EVEN CLASSIFYING them under FRIENDS?
With friends like these, WHO NEEDS ENEMIES?

and here's my favourite part,
Class 18, also known as the NOBLE class.
(I just stole the name from the noble gases, Group 18, periodic table)

They're always there.
Sometimes, you think they betrayed you,
and you totally fire them
But they keep quiet, till you realise
that they've been the ones helping you out.
And you feel horribly awful once you realise it.
And when you apologize,
they immediately accept it.
They admit their faults,
and they take back whatever bad stuff they might've
done.

They don't say a bad thing about you at all.
Even when they're really mad.
They know when you're joking/teasing.
They know when you're trying to be sarcastic and laugh with you.
They cry with you.
Their shoulders are practically wet from your tears.
They know that the smile on you face,
isn't always genuine.
They know when you emit a different aura,
they are the ones who HAVE the right to say,
"You've changed."

And when facing these NOBLE class,
you actually stop for a while,
realise where you've done wrong.

Know anyone like these?
Not many, I regret to say.
But the few I have, are the ones I will treasure.
Well, I never liked mentioning names,
but you know who you are, right?
And I believe that YOU know what class you are in,
or at least, what class you THINK you're in.

Okay, last but not least,
I DO NOT TAKE RESPONSIBILITY
for any heartaches, emotion-damages, or
casualties caused by emotional depression because or perasan-ness
It's just an untested, yet known-to-be-kinda-true
theory of mine.
I know I learnt something from this post.
I'm gonna go all out to proudly call myself
one of the Noble Class.

IN CONCLUSION:
Friends
are WHAT you define them as,
Friends are what you are.
How you serve your purpose as a friend,
is what a friend is.
Because we're all human, right?
I'm glad I chose to be human. =)

.:: MiZu No uMa...? WaTeR HoRSe LOL ::.

Mood: It rained in my dreams. I'm happier than ever.
Wish it would rain here too.

Okay, I haven't done a review in ages.
I just watched Water Horse on DVD.

My comments?
Hrmm...

I thought it was kinda boring,
minus all the cute and funny parts.

But I really LOVE the Scottish accent though.
Aye, wish I could speak like that.
Would be fun to see people trying to make out what I'm saying
fifteen minutes after I said it.
Because I had to figure what they were
saying a few times.

The water horse him/herself?
Looks more like a serpent.
It was cute when it was tiny,
but OMG!! It looked like a serpent with mermaid tail when it grew.
The funniest part was when it was stuck in the fountain.
CUTE.

That's all you're gonna hear from me.
No, i definitely don't reccomend it.

By the way,
Ichibanzai '08's in KDU Penang!
OMG!! I wanna go!
I wanna see the cosplays!
Only one problem left.
Have to persuade Mum to take me there.
And maybe, on the way,
I'll get to stock up on some
delish~ Penang Curry Mee / Laksa!!
Yay.

.:: aTaSHi No KaKeRa ::.

Mood: A lot more steadier than how i was before.

Recently, I haven't been really been giving 100% for everything.
I know that it was very wrong of me now.

It's unfair if everyone else, including my rivals give 100%
and I don't.
I know he'll be very disspointed in me if
he saw this from the heavens above.
So there.

I'll try to go all out in everything,
that's my resolution for this new month.
(usually I have resolutions during new year, but what the heck)

I found my diary under my bed,
after God knows how long it was missing.
(actually it was only 3 months ago and
YES there's nothing wrong with having a diary at this age)

I miss the old me.
Back then, I had him by my side.
Okay, fine, I'll cut the suspense.
Him here is my rabbit.
He died in 2005.
3 years ago.

I actualli cried reading the page I wrote
when he died.
Countless teardrops fell from my cheeks.
I haven't cried like that in such a long time.
I guess, being weak has its good points.

I do remember the wind whispering,
because I'm weak,
I have the strength to be stronger.
If you can make no sense out of a word I'm saying,
ignore this post,
because this is one of those
'self-relection' posts I occasionally do.

Just need to transfer and straighten out your feelings
sometimes.
God gave me the strength to try.
To try my best and hope to be stronger.
For me, and for my loved ones.
Family.
There can be no other for me.

So, in CONCLUSION (finally!)
I'll just have to try my best, ne?
If anyone watches Suiri No Kizuna / SPiRal,
I'm proud to say I'll aim to be like
Ayumu Narumi.

Kiyotaka's little brother.
I might fall to the deepest depths of failure,
but like him,
I SHaLL have the strength to get up again.
Because, that's why I was born a human.

[end of self-reflection... you did NOT read this post]