.:: FRee RiCe ::.

Doing this cos of Adele =)

So far, so good... didn't have time, so have to stop here.
Going to continue though...
I think my instinct helped alot in this vocab thing,
making it just a little less hard =P
Hope these 2000 grains actually helped.
=)

Will continue once I come back =]
Going out for dinner. Lol

.:: I CaNT BLiV iT ::.

Mood: Near (actualli In) tears.

I can't bring myself to believe that
YOU would actually CHANGE that much.

I thought, even if I switched schools,
we'd be friends forever.
Guess I was the only NAIVE one to think that way.

I'm sorry I'm such a bother to you.
I really did think we were best of friends.
I still do.
But now, I think maybe its just because
I didn't want to accept the fact that you've changed.

Or rather,
I'm no longer 'necessary' in your life.

So I guess,
to you... I was only a friend so that
you'd get help in add maths and other stuff.
And I actually had tons of fun helping.
But now... I guess since I can't help you that much anymore,
You have found space to backstab me.

Well, it is a part of life, right?
I'm not going to mention names,
don't worry.
because YOU know who you are.

Rest assured,
I'm not gonna plot revenge or anything.
It's not like me to do the dirty work.
I'll just cry a little.
And then I'll be fine.

Eventhough I do feel hurt because of what you've done,
I hope you find happiness in life.
I hope you'll be able to find true friends.
As your friend, eventhough you don't see it that way,
I think that's all I can do, to hope for you.

But I want you to know,
that I hoped we could be friends forever.
And I still do. =)

P/S: 'YOU' here is plural.

.:: 3RD MYSC - I MiSS U aLL eVeN MoRe DeN b4!! ::.

Mood: a Bit SaD (actualli VERY saD) that our 2 days in KL ended so fast =(
But Also very glad dat we even made it there and had so much fun together.

Okay, so...

Friday, 23rd May 2008

Just finished add maths and bio paper.
My econs teacher is going... so sad *sniff*
That day she belanja us makan at the kantin because
I apparently got highest marks in the whole form in Econs,
which shocked me as well.

We started our journey (Me and Yi Von) to KL at around 8.30 pm.
Was REALLY excited because everyone was going, including Jonathan, Aaron and Kabian.
Looks like they managed to persuade the principal after all! Yay =)
Was damn happy cos of dis.

We reached the apartment at around 1am.
Was a bit tired, but very excited for the next day.
Mom took us for supper.

For the Whole Night,
I was tossing and turning in bed,
trying to get some sleep,
but it didn't work. =X

The thing is, because I slept in the car
and woke up,
I couldn't get back to sleep anymore.
And I was also really excited for the next day.

SatuRDaY, 24th May 2008

Today's d Day!
Yay!

Anyway, I woke up at 6.15 am
Not really 'woke up'
Cause I didn't really sleep the night before.

Then, I woke Yi Von up
and we took our shower.
(in seperate bathrooms lol!)
We were all ready by 7am.

For breakfast,
I had some fried mee,
while Yi Von only had bread
She really eats very little!

Then, we reached Times Square around 8.15am
We went in the main entrance
And the security guard told us that it was on the 3rd floor.
So we went all the way up to the 3rd floor.

Turns out that it was actually on the LG floor!
Owh well.

Dell, Sabri and the rest from SMART were already there
So was Miss Kong and Wen Jun and Ann Bee.
We waited for a while,
before the briefing began.

So, anyway, my 1st match was against Kevin Wong.
He's just a very talkative guy.
Lorenzo said he was just trying 2 give me a psychological attack.
Luckily, that didn't happen.
Manage to bingo once.
The word was Tilting (67 marks)
I think I got extremely lucky there.

Kabian was at the table behind me.
And they were late, so their opponent got 50 marks extra,
which wasn't really fair because
it's not their fault they were late.

I lost the next two matches,
but I'm not sad or anything because
I didn't really go there to win,
just to meet my friends.
And besides, it was kinda fun
regardless of the results.

After the 3rd match,
I went for lunch with Jonathan,
Kabian, Aaron and Chee Meng.
We followed Dell and Sabri to the
Chicken Rice Shop.

But Dell and Sabri didn't join us because
Miss Kong had already prepared their lunch.
But we had fun at lunch anyway. =)
Lots of laughing.

We were late for the 4th Match,
but it didn't really matter much.
My opponent was a really tough one.
He made two bingo-s!
Luckily, I managed to cover the spread till 150.
That was the best I could do.
(I really need to practice more!)

Then came the 5th Match.
I was up against this really friendly girl from Malacca.
Her name's Lew Cui Fang.
She really didn't look like a Form 5 at all!

The funny thing was,
I was sitting at table 42
and the guy from Shah Pekan sitting opposite
was at table 41.
That time, Jonathan was looking for his table.
And then the Shah Pekan guy suddenly ask,
"Do you know who's Jonathan?"
Huge coincidence.

I won the 5th match and managed to bingo once.
the word's GREENERS (74 marks)
And I managed to win by a spread of 98.
Then, kor said that apparently my next match
was against him!

OMG!

6th Match.
I didn't even know how to start.
I really, really DIDN'T WANT 
to play against Jonathan.
It just didn't feel right.
It felt awkward.

I think kor went easy on me or
he had really bad tiles.
Cause I won him by a spread of 97.
I felt really bad.
But kor said it was okay...
Even so, I hate having to play against my friends.
I've played against Dell and Sabri before, so I hate it!

After that, me, Adele and Sabrina
went to change in the toilet.
We promised to hang out at the mall after
the competition after all.

Jonathan and the rest went back to
take a bath and change. 
So we waited for them till 6.30pm.
Meantime, Adele, Wen Jun and Ann Bee
were having a great time shopping.
While the rest of us dragged along behind.
Hate shopping lol! =x
(except shopping for anime)

Ethan was our tour guide for the day. =)
Kor and the rest came around 6.30 pm.
First we were walking around aimlessly,
following Dell, Wen Jun and Ann Bee around shopping.

Then after that, we went to the arcade.
(Kabian and the rest went first)
We went to find them for dinner.
Cause Dell was hungry.

In the arcade,
I just had to try out the basketball game.
But my marks were kinda embarassing.
It's not as easy as the one in Genting's arcade I guess.

After that, we went to dinner at Sushi King.
Mainly because Adele and the rest wanted to.
So me, Yi Von, kor, Aaron and Ethan tagged along.

And we took pictures =)

Jonathan (kor) taking my picture while I took his. Lol!


Aaron (same case as above) Lol. =P


Ethan staring at the cute juice. =)


Jonathan and me
U have no idea how funny it was before this pic was finally taken.
Haha. Sumhow, there's a sense of kinship here.


Aaron and Me =)


Ethan and Me =)


Kabian and Me =)
My last picture before going back to the apartment

I had to leave early because,
Yi Von's tired, (I was a little tired too)
because we all didn't get much sleep the night before.
A pity, because I would've liked to spend more time with everyone.
But owh well, it's not like we wont ever meet again, right?

Saturday, 25th May 2008

Well, woke up that morning and felt like continuing my sleep.
So tired after dragging along shopping with Adele.
My energy felt drained.
Also, I was a bit sad,
because I was aware of the fact that
the competition ends today.

And I wasn't feeling well.
Suddenly woke up with no appetite.
And I felt like vomitting.
So I only had a carton of milk for breakfast.
Thank God I could get full cream milk.
Love it.

Anyway,
The games were a bit horrible.
I managed to get one draw.
It was scary because I was playing against ppl
like SPEC and stuff.
And they can really bingo.
=x

I went for lunch with Jonathan and the rest
because Dell and Sabri were missing.
But I didn't really eat anything.
Not much appetite.
So I had a cup of warm Milo instead.


On my left, Kor eating his lunch.
Usually, I'd say it looks delicious,
but I just didn't have the appetite then.


And on my right,
Kabian and his lunch.
It was funny to see the expression when he drank the lemonade.

We made it in time for the game after that.
Before I knew it, the whole thing was over. Just like that.

I'm gonna let the pictures do the talking now.
Don't feel like typing much.
Miss everyone way too much.


Group pic!
Compared to 2007, the group looks much larger, right?
From Left is Aaron, Kabian, Kor, Chee Meng,
Ethan, Me, Adele, Stephanie and Sabrina.


in front of toilet. Cos waited for Dell to change.
Sabrina, Adele, me, Kor, Kabian and Aaron.


Dis one was taken using Jonathan's camera. Looks yellow-ish for some reason.
=P

I reached Kuantan at around 2am.
Was tired, but I had great fun.
I actualli cried on the bed, cos i wished it would've lasted a bit longer.
I miss everyone already, more than before.

Well, the good news is,
I might be going to penang for holidays this Friday ^^
So I hope we'll meet up again.

Till then. Thanks for a great time, everyone!
To Jonathan, Aaron, Kabian,
Chee Meng (eventhough I don't know you that well yet), Ethan, Wye Hong,
Sabrina, Adele, Wen Jun, Ann Bee and Yi Von, thanks for a great time!!
Friends forever!!
To FirFir, I'm sorry we didn't get to spend much time together.
Get Well SOON!

.:: a LiTTLe MoRe... ::.

Mood: I know I should be studying for my econs,
but I had an urge to blog, so here's a short post.

Firstly, before I forget, the BURGER incident.

*This was kinda funny for me and Adele, so if you didn't laugh,
well, there's something lacking with your sense of humour.

*ahem*
So, it was a Thursday and I have BM tuition.
The teacher was discussing about the cerpen Annyss Sophillea.
We were discussing the tema, persoalan... bla bla bla etc.
Then teacher had to ask, "Masa di mana lebih cepat?"
Of course it was quite obvious that time in Alstonia goes faster,
because the cerpen stated that one day in Alstonia = 7 days in Earth.

Actually, she asked this question the week before,
I think she forgot that we had argued about it before.
So, this time, she was still saying that Earth's time is faster.

So the whole class was trying to convince her while Alstonia's time flows faster.
One of the girls say, "Like for example, in Earth it's 3rd March,
In Alstonia it's already 10th, so Alstonia's faster"
And still teacher didn't believe.

THEN, this one guy says out loudly,
"Cikgu, contohnya, dalam satu jam, kamu makan satu burger,
dalam satu jam itu, dia makan tujuh burger."
And the teacher actually stopped to think for a moment!
Then only she said, "Itu makan, tak sama"
So, in the end, we still couldn't convince her. =.=
But the burger thingy kept us laughing for some time. X)

Anyway,
after two whole weeks of exam,
it feels weird to have time suddenly.
I'm only left with Basic Economics, Accounts, Add Maths <3 and Biology.

And then, it's time for ANIME ^^
And MapleStory (Yes I'm childish)
And Manga
And then Scrabble... MYSC.

I wish that the principal of SMK Hamid Khanz will change his mind.
Cause it's really no fun if they're not going.
OWh well...

And then after that,
I have to check on my website for broken links and stuff.
(hate that)
And LASTLY,
update WINGS and Winter's Gift
(my two unfinished novels)

So now, it's back to Sistem Ekonomi Kapitalis.
Somehow, I never get past this chapter.
Yikes.
Wish me luck, ne...?

.:: VaMPiRe <3 ::.

Mood: In love with a certain PUREBLOOD Vampire.
Also panicking because I have econs exam and haven't studied a thing.

Okay, I have not gone through any Dracula shows, before you jump to weird no-sense conclusions.
First of all, to Jonathan, "HaPPY BiRTHDaY, KoR!!"
I was supposed to post this on 14th May, but I had exams and couldn't finish reading.

For the past two weeks, I have been fighting a one-man battle,
more commonly known as an EXAM.
Seriously, it was a tough battle and there's only one more week left to go.
I think so far so good, I did my best and did all that I could.
No other comment other than that.

What was crappy was I admit I did get distracted by a few things,
thanks to a certain someone.
But you know what? Humans are learning creatures.
That's why I've learnt from my mistakes.
And now I have THAT PERSON to thank for
sharpening my focus to never be distracted again.
Thanks to THAT PERSON, I remembered the barrier
I used to build around myself to seperate me from everyone else.
Only have one comment to THAT PERSON
"With 'friends' like YOU, I don't need ENEMIES"

And one more thing.
I'm not gonna hurt you back,
because you're the one who's gonna hurt yourself.

ANYWAY, back to my new crush!
His name is KURAN KANAME.
He's a pureblood vampire.

Okay, fine, I know that all of you know that
he's another character from the new anime series VAMPIRE KNIGHT.
(yes, Qian Wen can only love anime bishie)

My reviews? This anime is definitely worth watching.
The updates are a bit slow, but it's worth the wait.
Other than that, the manga itself is already satisfactory.

Another manga I want to reccomend is I.O.N.
This happens to be the debut manga by our famous beloved
TANEMURA ARINA, who also drew
-Full Moon Wo Sagashite
-Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne
-The Gentlemen's Alliance (Shinshi Doumei Cross)

This manga happens to be a really cute one,
with only 6 chapters. Really good, seeing it's her debut manga.
I've got nothing but compliments for her work.

The only one who is close to compare to her is Yuu Watase.
She drew:
-Ayashi No Ceres
-Fushigi Yuugi
-Zettai Kareshi
My big time favourites =)

Vampire Knight
Zero Kiryuu, Yuki Cross and KURAN KANAME!! <3

Oops. have to go.. 3 chapters of econs awaits.

by the way, MR Principal of SMK HAMID KHANZ,
UR NOT BEING FAIR AT ALL!!!
Jonathan, Kabian and Aaron totally deserve to go to nationals.
1st reason's cause I MISS THEM TONS and so does Adele and Sabrina.
I mean, we joined scrabble to meet up with them again.
And we tried SO hard to get to nationals.
MYSC will definitely be different without them.
U CAN'T DO THIS!!!

*phew*
Okay. Now econs.

.:: RaNDoM LoL ::.

170 words

The thing is, we can always EDIT this to look like:

10000 words

LoL

.:: CHoRaL SPeaKiNG // SCRaBBLe ::.

I know... I was supposed to blog about CHoral SPking a LONG time ago, but better late than never, right?

*AHEM*

So anyway... SABS won 1st for choral speaking,

2nd went to Afzan and 3rd to SMART (my ex-school! so proud of them!)

I was totally FREAKED out because during the final practice before going on stage

I totally forgot the script!

Immagine that!

*As the conductor, to forget the script is a HUGE thing...

Cause everyone else is supposed to follow your lip synch.

So when the consolation prizes were announced...

And the 3rd place... we were screaming cos we didn't end up 3rd.

and 2nd place... AFZAN!

We were practically hugging each other like nobody's business! Haha!

We were so happy that day.

The NEXT day,

all my team members were like asking, "When are we practicing for STATE?"

Considering the fact that we ONLY PRACTICED 5 DAYS before the competition,

to get 1st is a huge achievement.

Thanks tons, Mum for the help!!

AND SCRaBBLE!

Okay, so SABS U-18 Team comprises of...

BEGINEERS...

So my initial aim was only to get 3rd place to go nationals to meet everyone else, as promised.

But I guess it was kind of unfair of me to expect so much out of them

when we only had A DAY's PRACTICE.

Mainly cause, too much time focused on Choral Speaking,

Thursday was labour day,

so Friday was the only day we practiced from 12 till 1.30pm. (Immagine 1 and 1/2 hours ONLY)

Thanks alot to those who wished me goodluck the night before...

Really appreciated your support and encouragement!

To be honest, i was kinda scared of the results on the next day,

but I was determined to give it my all no matter what, thanks to you guys =)

So the next day, I went back to SMART around 8am, which was kinda early.

I did a warm up match with Adele, Sabri, Manda and Gaaya. (My SMART friends)

It was really nice of my old school to welcome me back with open arms,

I really am lucky to have such GREAT FRIENDs!

Then, we sorta went through the list like old times... Aww! I miss those times.

Then the match begun when the scrabble lady came...

(Mrs Yap, i think... let's just call her the SCRABBLE lady)

My first match was against Joshua,

he's from my accounts tuition so I've seen him before.

He and the 2nd player, Navin were totally friendly so I enjoyed the match tons.

I don't know what happened, God must've lended me his strength

because I got all nice tiles for that round and I even made a BINGO!

The word was INSTALL (66 points)

So i won that match by a spread of 54,

but the rest of my team mates lost, which was okay because this was their first time.

2nd Match was WEIRD...

I had to play against my VERY OWN SENIOR!

Immagine how weird it felt.

Obviously, KD won fair and square cos she's an extremely good player.

She made 2 BINGOS:

The 1st round with the word TANNEST (66 marks)

and SUICIDE (72 marks)

before i caught up with her with 1 BINGO;

the word OBSERVE (69 marks)

but the last round she BINGO-ed again,

the word SALTIER (85 marks)

so I lost to her about 93 marks.

She really deserved the BEST BINGO award =)

I was really proud of my team mates here cos they all won, except me. =P

3rd Match was so-so.

Not too bad. I BINGO-ed as well..

I don't know what happened to me, seriously,

I haven't BINGO-ed so much in my life before.

4th Match was funny and enjoyable.

I had to play against SABRINA!! OMG!

This round both of us managed to BINGO. =)

Sabrina made TROVERS (70 marks)

and I made MERRILY (78 marks)

5th Match was the only one which I didn't BINGO, eventhough I almost did.

It was kinda scary cos I wanted a M to make the word EMBRACE

and I really got it the next round!

So, I did have the word EMBRACE on my rack, but not enough space to put. =(

Owh well.

In the end, my team got 5th placing,

I'm SO PROUD OF THEM!

For people who never played before,

this is really good!

Though I was a little sad because I thought I wouldn't be able to go to KL...

Mr Chan was the one giving the certs...

It was so nice to see teacher again!

Lastly they announced that they were taking individuals,

but i never hoped to get in...

BUT I DID! OMG!!

I was so happy to be able to go to KL with Sabrina and Dell!

And I'll finally be able to meet everyone!

So EXCITED!!!!! CaNT WaiT till 24th May!

Till Then... Have to go and read up stuff for Mid Year exam

(6th -23rd May) not to mention my BALLET GRADE 6 Exam... (11th May)

WiSH Me LuCK, KaY?

.:: TaGGeD AGAIN by KaBiaN & DeLL N A@RoN::.

Okay, fine. I DID say I was going to do this on Wednesday, but I just couldn't resist from blogging... Besides, I was getting a little bored reading about Nabi Muhammad SAW.

The rules:

1. Link to your tagger and post this rules.

2. List (8) random facts about yourself.

3. Tag (8) people at the end of this post and list their names.

4. Let them know that they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.

Tagged By:

Adele

Kabian
Aaron
(re-edited) =P

8 RANDOM facts about myself:

1. I LOVE anime. (Everyone knows this =P)

2. I LOVE music, especially Japanese songs.

3. Add Maths and History are my two major subjects.

4. I dislike shopping, except when it comes to anime. (It's too boring lol!)

5. I spend more time on the PC than TV.

6. I RARELY read newspapers... (therefore, horrible general knowledge)

7. I LOVE to write fanfics and stories.

8. I LOVE school. =P

8 PEOPLE I'm tagging (ta-da!):

1. Jonathan =P

2. FirFir

3. Aaron (muahaha!)

4. Abhi

5. Haru

6. Man Houw XP

7. Adrian

8. Amilah! =)

(To be honest, i wanted to tag back Adele & Kabian as well and make them re-do it, but the tagging probably won't end there... Oh well.)