.::: SoMeTHiNG 2 CRaP ABouT:::.

Mood: Just came back from school, quite happy.Can't wait to go back to school...

Here something I just saw from some of my old blogs. Amazing what time does to make you forget.

In case you want to know, I'm number #3
(6 December 1992)

Your birth date describes who you are, what you're good at, and what your inborn abilities are. It also points to what you have to learn and the challenges you are facing.

To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the birth date together, like in the example, until there is only one digit. A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be; it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight.
Example: March 20, 1950
3 + 20 + 1950 =1973
1 + 9 + 7 + 3 =20
2 + 0 =2
2 is the Birth Number to read for the birth date in the example.

#1 THE ORIGINATOR
#2 THE PEACEMAKER
#3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY
#4 THE CONSERVATIVE
#5 THE NONCONFORMIST
#6 THE ROMANTIC
#7 THE INTELLECTUAL
#8 THE BIG SHOT
#9 THE PERFORMER
--------------------------------------------------------------
# 1 - THE ORIGINATOR
1's are originals. Coming up with new ideas and executing them is natural. Having things their own way is another trait that gets them as being stubborn and arrogant. 1's are extremely honest and do well to learn some diplomacy skills. They like to take the initiative and are often leaders or bosses.
-----
#2 - THE PEACEMAKER
2's are the born diplomats. They are aware of others'needs and moods and often think of others before themselves. Naturally analytical and very intuitive they don't like to be alone. Friendship and companionship is very important and can lead them to be successful in life.
-----
# 3 - THE LIFE OF THE PARTY
3's are idealists. They are very creative, social,charming, romantic, and easygoing. They start many things, but don't always see them through. They like others to be happy and go to great lengths to achieve it. They are very popular and idealistic.
-----
# 4 - THE CONSERVATIVE
4's are sensible and traditional. They like order and routine. They only act when they fully understand what theyare expected to do. They like getting their hands dirty and working hard. They are attracted to the outdoors and feel an affinity with nature.
-----
# 5 - THE NONCONFORMIST
5's are the explorers. Their natural curiosity, risk taking, and enthusiasm often land them in hot water. They need diversity, and don't like to be stuck in a rut. The whole world is their school and they see a learning possibility in every situation.
-----
# 6 - THE ROMANTIC
6's are idealistic and need to feel useful to be happy. A strong family connection is important to them. Their actions influence their decisions. They have a strong urge to take care of others and to help. They are very loyal and make great teachers. They like art or music. They make loyal friends who take the friendship seriously. 6's should learn to differentiate between what they can change and what they cannot.
-----
# 7 - THE INTELLECTUAL
7's are the searchers. Always probing for hidden information, they find it difficult to accept things at face value. Emotions don't sway their decisions. Questioning everything in life, they don't like to be questioned themselves. They're never off to a fast start, and their motto is slow and steady wins the race.
-----
# 8 - THE BIG SHOT
8's are the problem solvers. They are professional, blunt and to the point, have good judgment and are decisive. They have grand plans and like to live the good life. They take charge of people. They view people objectively. They let you know in no uncertain terms that they are the boss.
-----
#9 - THE PERFORMER
9's are natural entertainers. They are very caring and generous, giving away their last dollar to help. With their charm, they have no problem making friends

*Whew* That's done. Looks at the time. It is 12.30pm. Yikes. Have to finish this typing now or I'll miss choir. Crap.

.::: In A BliNk of BoTH EYeS:::.

Mood: Unable to believe that the day is already over. A bit sleepy, but otherwise, happy. (When am I not?)

When I woke up, the first thing I looked at was the red clock. I can't believe it's only 10am. Only slept 6 hours in total. Ouch. Call that messy for a non-schooling day.

Wanted to wash my hair and take a long, long bath, but as you might've guessed, that didn't work out either. Somehow this holiday just wasn't meant to be. On my mind was a freaking long list of things to do in May.

(Resha's inner mind) <-- Realize that at least this is better than "Tamaki's inner mind theathre" 1)Homework ->Science Notes
->Geography Notes
->History Notes
->Maths homework that I just got yesterday (Paperwork + The whole of chapter 9) <-- I enjoy maths.
->English essay (just found out that it's due tomorrow... Dummy Chewy... XP)
->BM Tatabahasa Correction (not really that important)

2)Folios
->History
->Geography
->KH

3)Competitions and such (Curicullar activities)
->Choir
->Drama
->Public speaking (apparently, its not over yet. Grate.)
->Maths Olympiad
->Scrabble
->Debate
->Pan Asia Animax Awards Contest

4) Mid-Year Exam (Which means I have to study.)

-> 11th May 2007<-- A day after debate competition. Yikes. So after looking through, I am going to be overworked this May. Nice. Then, I am stuck doing Mum's work after a rushed bath. I would so love to get this e-card.... XP

After 2 hours....
Still stuck doing it. In fact, I'm been stuck here so much that I have barely anything to crap about. My creativity's dying.

Owh yeah... Managed to save a Sudoku game into my phone. So now I'm able to play Sudoku on my phone. Yay. Could only barely finish up the notes from tuition. (Many thanks to Wong...)

2300 Hours

Can you believe it? I'm still stuck typing. And before I realize it, the day's over. In the blink of BOTH eyes. Why not an eye? The reason: I have TWO eyes that blink AT THE SAME TIME. Haha. (I have to work on my sarcasm) Bleh. My ears are hearing that someone's going out for supper. At the mention of food, I'm outta here. Food, here I come. Embrace yourself. Ha.

Blessed it be~

.:: HoPeFuLLY It'LL RaiN ToDaY::.

*Note: don't get the wrong idea that I'm feeling blue whenever "rain" is mentioned. I love rain.

Mood: Exhausted after public speaking, debate and ballet. Leg aching like hell. Other than that, I'm fine ^^

Let's see. Had public speaking competition at SMK Bukit Goh. Dun ask where's that. It was a lot of turns at a lot of junctions. Was quarantined with all the other contestants. Nad was sitting next to me. The chair I was sitting on belonged to some girl named "shima". Ask me how I know. Go on.

Probably cos' she wrote her name in hiragana on it, but her "ma" character was written wrongly. But she draws well. (I know this for a fact because she drew a picture of Sakura from Naruto on her table) So anyway, prepared speech starts in about 10 minutes. Me and Nad went to the toilet and came back and found everyone else had gone to the hall. So we went to the hall, while I was looking out for that Melvin guy Sabrina asked me to send regards to. Anyway... in the hall:

Speaker: So why am I sitting here in a foreign shop drinking cappuccino while others are over there in the Malaysian shop eating our famous nasi lemak and teh tarik?
Resha: Why are you asking us that...? And you're making hungry. I want a nasi lemak.

Speaker: Did you know that a smile can motivate others around you?
Resha: (turns to Nad and smiles damn widely. Nad smiles back and we laugh. Guy in front turns back and looks a bit irritated.) Oops.

Speaker: Don't you agree with me that newspapers are breeding gossips?
Resha: I really want to say I couldn't care less... but yup.

So that's a few things I made amusing during that one period of time. Sorry everyone. I'm not insulting your scripts. It's really nice scripts, but I need to add a bit humor to keep awake.

Conclusion:
1. Everyone was notified last minute of this competition.
2. Public speaking is way boring. (for me at least)

Then everyone went for "lunch". Didn't eat much though. Let's just say I'm not familiar with the food there.

All the participants were quarantined in another room. The lady told us the tittle all at the same time. (What the heck?!) Anyway, there's this guy who's super-excited over the topic "An important personality that I would like to date". I, on the other hand, was having a hard time choosing who. I mean I have more than 30 people to choose from. (Refer to "Resha's Gyah!! Gyah!! Bishonen List" in class 3B, SMK Abdul Rahman Talib; 3rd row from behind the teacher's table, 2 tables from the window)

So lastly I chose....

Train Heartnet of Black Cat.

I mean, at least he has a cool personality + many other uncountable things.

Resha (back then): Have you ever heard that the number 13 or a black cat symbolizes bad luck? *waits for response and assumes they said yes* Well, then you are in for a big surprise... A very good morning blah, blah, blah... My tittle is... blah, blah, blah...
Resha (now): yikes! did I really say that...? Now lets think of a sarcastic way to answer...

And the rest:

Speaker: (trips and almost falls) Hi judges, hi everyone, ok, ok, Do you know who I chose for the personality I want to date? Ok, ok, I'll tell you... (speaks at hyperspeed) It's my teacher, Pn Teh something something. First reason is just because... she's hot, man...
Resha: (sweat drop) *gulps* I wonder if she's here.
Emcee: We really need to see this teacher of his.
Ashwin (after telling him later): What the hell man...
Mum(after telling her): (looks calm)

Speaker: Even if there is a 0.01%, does anyone here have Spiderman's number?? If you do, please tell him to have a date with me.
Resha: Girl, you're a bit desperate...

Speaker: ...is our 4th Prime Minister, Mahathir
Resha: Heard that 4 times already... Wah, he's your friend meh? Call him Mahathir only...?

Speaker: ... I don't know what to talk about. (stands there for another 2 minutes, almost going to cry)
(crowd laughs... some people taking photos)
Resha: (feels like killing the crowd and the guy's teacher)

Speaker: ... is my lovely brother.
Resha: Incest. Ew. Unless its Hitachiin Brothers, then ew.

Speaker (who is a guy): ... is *another guy who's name I can't remember*
Guy behind me: Gay!!
Resha: That's a lot coming from a guy who loves his teacher... (No offense intended.)

Speaker: ... is my grandfather.
Resha: Okay, this is just getting worst by the minute.

Well, I can't remember all 25 speaker's impromptu. But these were the ones I felt were interesting... After that was an action song performance, where little chibis from SK came and say. So cute.

The results:
3rd place: (Resha thinks Nadia Amirah)
Nadia Amirah
2nd place:
Resha
1st place:
Anna Bernice Xavier (I think that's how you spell her name, I think)

(Crowd in silence)

All participants had to go up on stage to take certs. Pn Wong took us to Hainan Chicken Rice later.

In school:

Resha: Wah... those obesity people are still in the dewan?
Pn Wong: No lar, those are Form 6, taking MUET soon.
Resha: Owh.

After collecting my homework in class...

Resha: Chewy, you want to join debate or not?
Chewy: Yes...
Resha: Then go find Pn Wong now...
Chewy: You're going now is it?
Resha: (nods)
Chewy: (immediately packs)
Resha: (sweat drop) I've never seen Chewy so energetic about something before.

Sat in the staff room until 4.30pm. Was dead exhausted when I reached home. Bathed and then took a bath and went off to ballet. Came back and sank into my bed...

0000 hours:

Woke up and went to eat at Coffee Street. (it's a kopitiam, not a street.) Had Nasi Goreng Ikan Masin. Stole Ashwin's roti bakar. Muahaha.

0400 hours:
Finally finished transferring all dad's contact numbers. *yawns*

Nite.

.::EveRLasTiNG::.

Mood: Considering the fact that this is the third time I am forced to retype this post as the Internet Explorer failed me twice, I am a bit frustrated. but other than that, I'm doing Maths homework with pleasure.

Just realized it has been ages since I've blogged. School's great, but it can never be the same as last year. I wasted 9 hours in school for some motivation programme, though I can admit it was a bit enjoyable. Some people have drastically changed. Not one, but many. Gotten new friends, talk less or not talk at all... Refuse to name them all out, I'm not looking to offend people here. My fault partially as well. This coming Wednesday's public speaking competition. Haiz. I have to admit, I really dislike public speaking. No matter how many times I do it, it still feels alien. I can't express myself. Perhaps I really am not fit for a public speaker. Nad, on the other hand is a natural and I'm not ashamed to announce that. I hate it that everyone has high hopes on me for something that I know I'm gonna mess up. And I really hate it that whenever I do mess up, people cover for me by giving excuses. It's not that I don't appreciate it, but it just makes me feel worst. Last Thursday, 100+ students were sent outside the gates of SMKART because of bad examination results. I was shocked because I never thought the pengetua meant it literally. Surprising, huh? It's a one-of-a-kind situation. Luckily I wasn't sent out, but even if I was, I wouldn't have minded. Who would when you're standing alognside hundreds of others? It looks more like fun than of punishment. Just happy that they're not caning us for bad results. Kinda dissapointed with my results as well, eventhough they are 6A's. I'm aiming for all 100%, but this is what I can get. Crap. Aside that, wondering why the tittle for today's post is Everlasting? It's a song by BoA that I'm really into. It is the perfect song for me to sing to a certain someone. Haha. Here are the lyrics (romaji) and the translation. Maybe after reading them, you can see why I'm so into it and maybe guess who that "certain someone" is.

Everlasting

(Romaji Version)

Gairoju nokoru yukitachi ni
Hikari to kaze ga furi sosogu
Mune wo hatte mo utsumuite mo
Kisetsu wa ashi wo tome nai ne

Yubi kiri mitai kawashiteta
"Ja ne" to "mata ne" tte iu kotoba
Nareta shigusa mo wasureru no?
Chigau mirai he yuku no?

Kono sayonara ga tabidachi naraba
Boku no egao wo zenbu ageru yo
Deatta koto mo aruita machi mo
Futari no mune de iki tsudukeru no

Zutto zutto wasure nai
Tobira ikutsu akete mo
Donna ni tooku hanarete mo
Tsunaida te to te hanare wa shinai

Muriyari ni demo wasure nakya
Tsugi no jibun ni ike nai no
Ugoki hajimeta HOOMU goshi
Kimi ga chiisaku naru

Kujiketa toki wa sou boku no tame
Daijoubu dato naite kureta ne
Haji nai you ni tsuyoku naru kara
Yakusoku suru yo yume wa kanaeru

Oto no shinai namida ga
Kono mune nagareru kedo
Kuyamazu ni fumi dasu yo
I'm sorry for your tenderness
Mata aeru made

Everlasting...

Kono sayonara ga tabidachi naraba
Boku no egao wo zenbu ageru yo
Deatta koto mo aruita machi mo
Futari no mune de iki tsudukeru no

Zutto zutto wasure nai
Tobira ikutsu akete mo
Donna ni tooku hanarete mo
Tsunaida te to te hanare wa shinai

(English translation)

The remaining snow on the roadside trees,
are blown away in the light.
Even if I'm filled with pride or looking down at myself,
I can't stop the seasons from changing.

Just like pinky swearing,
or saying phrases like "bye" or "see you".
How can you forget these familiar gestures?
Are we headed to different futures?

If this farewell is the beginning of a journey,
I'll smile as much as I can for you.
Even the fact that we met and the streets we've walked
will remain in our hearts.

I'll never, ever forget,
even if I open countless doors.
It doesn't matter how far apart we are,
Our locked hands
will never separate.

I have to forget you even if I have to force myself
or I won't be able to face the rest of my own journey.
As the train starts to move away from the platform
you become small.

When I was in pain, for my sake,
you told me it would be all right through my tears.
I will be stronger so that I won’t feel embarrassed,
So promise me that our dreams will come true.

My silent tears are
pouring out of my heart but
I'll take a step forward without regrets.
I'm sorry for your tenderness,
until I see you once again.

If this farewell is the beginning of a journey,
I'll smile as much as I can for you.
Even the fact that we met and the streets we've walked
will remain in our hearts.

I'll never, ever forget,
even if I open countless doors.
It doesn't matter how far apart we are,
Our locked hands
will never separate.

-----------------------------------------------------

Guess that's it. Blessed it be.

--Resha

I can see...

Mood:Trying my best to create a nerdy mood so I can study for 1B exam, but obviously that's not working.

Ever felt that you miss something so much that you feel like sleeping eternally to meet what you miss? I dreamt of the XCHANGE trip to KL again. It was exactly the same. Everything that happened happened again. It was so much fun. I mean, sure, the bus did BREAK DOWN but I had a lot of fun. Those were the happy memories I want to keep till my dying day. 1B Exam's coming the week after the next, going to need luck preparing for it. Especially for BM. I am so scared and to be honest, no matter how hard I keep telling myself to be nervous, I don't seem to feel it. I can't get that "scared" feeling into my body. My nerves seem so anti to that feeling. The one feeling that can realli push me to study. I wanna get 100% for all my subjects! I wanna beat myself... Haiz... Some motivation. Wondering why the tittle's I can see? Somehow, I keep knowing things that I'm not supposed to know yet. Feel like my instincts are doubling and every nerve of my body is getting more sensitive. I can almost go deaf when my sister talks at my ear. Weird, I knoe. Got to go now... My father's planning to eat my dragonfruit!! No way! Blessed it be.

-Resha

To Zanarkand~

Mood: Just calmed down from being super angry over a silly incident.
Today, I went to school. Waiting for me was a huge bunch of homework under my desk. I totally missed my table. (actually I miss the Hitachiin Brothers picture on my table more) Haha =P Somehow, this year, not coming to school for one day feels like not coming for a whole week. At least, the response is that way. Scrabble was first today... I played against Adele... But then didn't get to finish, somehow ended up helping Gaaya... And blocked Chew Yee's bingo. ^^ Haha... That's one of the few reasons to be angry at me today... (jokingly) Anyway... next was KH where I was totally blurr. I really need to revise on this. I can't understand a single thing. I don't really understand much. After that was recess. I had nasi lemak class... It was delicious. Chew Yee was like "hot! hot!" We didn't do much for moral. Technically just chatting and chatting. For maths, I had a whole bunch of homework on the chapter indices. Actually, I think this might be the easiest chapter in form 3 so far... Haven't gone that deep yet, so not sure. We then entered the lab and surfed net for a whole hour and lastly went for science. Hrmm... Chapter 4 was not as interesting as I thought it would be. It was actually quite boring, but our teacher made it fun and worthwhile. Meanwhile, the SMART Inspirasi was a better colour then last year's. ^^ I actually went for WAJA practice and ran about 600m (3 x 200m) Don't know why, but suddenly feel interested in sports. Planning to play badminton this Friday. ^^ With permission, of course. Ballet was BORING. Never liked it anyway. Owh yea... the title's To Zanarkand cos' I've been crazing over that song on the piano since yesterday. ( I stayed up till 12.30am practicing that song) It's 4 pages and I've only entered page 3. Yea, I know. My sightreading sucks. I try to memorize the whole song so I can play it in Terengganu during CNY. It's like a major thing. So now Im sitting in front of the pc, trying to find some source of entertainment... but no hope... just remembered that I still have ENG Literature homework. Aww... I don't mind if it was maths though... *sigh* Blessed it be.

-Resha

Today

Mood: Kinda bored... Going to do homework soon.

Just created the blog today. I received an CYA bag yesterday with all the Xchange stuff inside. Was jumping like mad. Overjoyed. I got it for the Xchange Survey. This makes me miss CELCOM Xchange even more. I emailed Xchange again to ask for the video. Abg Sherizal said that they'll send it to us when its ready for distribution. Can't wait. Going to do homework now. Bleh... But its Maths, so I'll enjoy it. I hate this year's class streaming. All the fun people are in another class. I'm stuck with only a few of 2A's classmates and a few friends I know quite well. He's not talking to me anymore. Can life be that bad? Don't really care though. It's up to everyone whether they want to talk to me or not. And at least I tried. So much for friends forever.... Haha... Ironic. Blessed it be.