.:: Our Song ::.

Mood: Dead tired after training choral speaking in school today.

Imagine trying to control 55+ people

who have minds of their own

(which I'm now beginning to doubt is a good thing)

But anyways, having said that,

it wasn't actually that bad.

In fact, I'd say that it was fun if

I didn't feel like dropping dead and hibernating

right now.

Tomorrow's the day when I will finally

be able to obtain that one piece of card

that will enable me to drive on my own,

as well those two compulsory stickers with

a red background and a large white P.

Okay, so maybe not yet,

but close.

I'm having my JPJ exam for driving tomorrow!!

Hopefully I'll remember which road to go on.

And if you see me in a car labeled L,

make way, yeah?

Owh and after that, its probably back

to school to train again.

It just feels so nostalgic and watching them

speak makes me miss my team so much...

Down with budget issues.

It feels great, almost awesome to

be doing something that's finally tiring me

and making me busy again.

Well, not just the training of course.

Scholarship applications,

stories to write,

notes that I've put off doing for so long.

And the list goes on...

Oh, and that JPA interview next week.

I hope it'll be interesting and fun :P

Then again, its up to me to make it that, ain't it?

Haven't gone for an interview for ages.

Wonder how it's gonna be like?

It goes without saying that I'll be doing my best,

of course, so I expect you guys to do the same!

Let's ace this together, fair and square. :D

And I'm bored with Kuantan food again,

wanna go down to Penang asap.

Was tidying up some stuff yesterday

and then opened the box containing all my

Japan trip mementos

and I'm hit with nostalgia again.

Lastly, the post title's Our Song,

because for some reason

this Taylor Swift song has managed to

get stuck in my mind till I've sung it

over and over again.

Yeah, huge surprise, considering nearly a month

ago I barely, scratch that,

only listen to english songs like once in a green moon.

(blue moons come to often, so I changed it, so there.)

And that's not the only surprising thing.

I was able to stand like 30+ minutes

of clothes shopping with Carmen,

Yin Ying, Toh and her sis and Yien Ying,

Wow. the wonders of this world never seem to cease.

p/s: thanks for the great time u guys!~

lastly...

Our song is the slamming screen doors!~

I so love emphasizing.

.:: Lies. ::.

How is it that, in all my life,

I've never thought once of lying to friends,

yet in the end, I end up being the one lied to?

I trusted you,

I cared for you like a sister,

and yet, when the time came,

you eventually also turned your back on me.

I guess, I was the stupid one,

for believing in your lies,

once and once again.

Haha, now I realize how naive I am,

so naive that I feel like laughing at myself.

Best friends? Haha.

Who was I trying to kid?

There never was such a thing in the very

beginning, not for you at least.

Now I understand all those false promises,

those words of fake concern and

the innocence you were faking.

You were the best at playing friend,

I'll give you that.

Maybe that's what you meant by 'best friend' :P

Haha, what a joke.

And once more, I find myself, yet another tool,

being kept in the dark.

So much for the wonders of friendship.

But at least, I was happy in that time

that I thought of you as a friend.

And guess what? It doesn't really hurt

as much right now, cause it's not the first time its

happened after all.

Don't trust and you won't be betrayed.

Now I'm finally listening.

And heed this piece of advice I will.

Show's over, xxxxx

.:: Atarashi no Monogatari ::.

Mood: Glad that everything worked out.

For the past few days,

I haven't been updating mainly because,

well... my Grandma's having breast cancer.

She went for her second operation on Monday

and thank God it all worked out.

(though it gave us a fright when the doctors

took her into the operation room without us)

Now she's finally back at home and the weird thing is,

doctors haven't said a thing about the stage of her cancer.

(I'm crossing my fingers and hoping its Stage 1)

Anyways, on the other hand,

last Thursday, I got the results of possibly the

biggest examination of my life SO FAR.

(I said 'so far' because I know there are things more

important than SPM in time to come)

Results?

Well, I wouldn't say its perfect,

but it's definitely something that I'm satisfied with.

9 A+ and 2 A's.

GCE-O, 1119 - 1A

and LCCI - 1

Getting this kind of result,

its obvious that I have a lot of people to thank.

Starting with God,

my family <3>

the One from the Past.

I never knew the One from the Past could've helped

ever so much. I actually cried reading the letter,

which by the way, is Our little secret :D

(and No, before all you guys even think about it,

it was NOT my boyfriend -- not like I ever had one

to start with :P)

Owh and the post title's 'atarashi no monogatari'

because I'm planning on writing a new story based

on this wonderful dream I had yesterday night.

Now to just finish up that draft before I forget about it. :D