.:: It finally hit me. ::.

Mood: I guess this is a bittersweet feeling,

since it's not like I'll never see them again.

Dreamt about being in class,

going out for lunch in Medan

and just plaintively discussing math homework.

(Math was probably the subject since it was my favourite

and cause I was up doing P3 till 5am yesterday)

And then it hit me.

That those peaceful days were over.

I'll never get to go to class with them again,

never have another one of those treasured lessons

laughing endlessly at the many lame jokes and teasing.

I'll never get to spend free periods in the library

talking, laughing 

(and braiding the last time me, Pav and Clan were there)

while trying to complete homework.

I woke up today, feeling a little lonely

because I miss you guys.

And I'm probably lagging when it comes to

emotions at the moment, but it finally hit me

that my college days have ended.

Thank God we'll still be able to have lunches

and outings together after A2.

Now I want A2 to end more than ever.

But I'm also glad for A2 cause 

I'll be seeing you all in college.

I guess the whole point of today's post

is just to say;

I miss you all. Loads.

Can't wait to see you all this Friday,

even if it's because we're having exams. =)

Love you all.

.:: Of all the things to be missing now. ::.

Dear fear,
Your absence isn't really helping to convince me A2's so near,
Now's about the time for you to appear

So my brain can finally kick start its gear.
Really wish you were here.

I'm convinced my nervous mode

is officially in need of a replacement,
ever since after trials.
Oh well, having said that I'm still pretty sure
that the butterflies will come back
and pay a visit right before I enter that exam hall. XD

.:: Jelly =D ::.

Quick post to make up for the null updates.

Made my very first jelly dessert by myself today.

Inspired by Kitchen Princess

& Yumeiro Patissiere =D
So so much fun!! ^^

The thing is, I'm not really one for desserts,

I just like making them :P

One of the seven cups of jelly

from 1 1/2 well-spent hours.

Maybe after A2 I should try baking. =D

Been alternating between Physics,

Hanasakeru Seishonen and Huan Zhu Ge Ge 

the past two weeks.

I should probably get back to Econs now

before this blogpost becomes all about

Fang Li Ren. <3 =P