Mood: I feel so lost.
Basically, I don't really mind going
for national service. Really I don't.
But that doesn't mean that I'm not
worrying about what might happen there.
Now I wonder if this had anything to
do with the last debate title for states.
'National Service should be made compulsory for all Malaysian Youths"
Should have seen it coming, I guess.
Well to look on the bright side,
I am one of the 120 thousand who were selected out of 500 thousand.
=)
And it does sound interesting to be able to handle guns.
As long as I don't accidentally shoot anything.
Downside is, I won't have the chance to learn how to drive,
that's all.
And the fact that it means no anime for the next 3 months.
Aww.
Well, on the bright side,
am going for the PISSA camp in Rompin next week.
Should be interesting.
I guess, getting selected for NS has suddenly
got me thinking about the future.
Call me selfish, but I always wanted to just stay in the
present and enjoy it as it is.
But all things must come to an end.
Like the Ring of Endless Light.
God, I cried endlessly reading that book.
You have no idea how much I can relate to that story.
But its helped me realize something.
So I guess,
right now, all I can do is do my best for everything.
Quote from Hikari:
As long as I give it my all, it'll work out somehow.
What would I do without anime?
=3
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