I can see...

Mood:Trying my best to create a nerdy mood so I can study for 1B exam, but obviously that's not working.

Ever felt that you miss something so much that you feel like sleeping eternally to meet what you miss? I dreamt of the XCHANGE trip to KL again. It was exactly the same. Everything that happened happened again. It was so much fun. I mean, sure, the bus did BREAK DOWN but I had a lot of fun. Those were the happy memories I want to keep till my dying day. 1B Exam's coming the week after the next, going to need luck preparing for it. Especially for BM. I am so scared and to be honest, no matter how hard I keep telling myself to be nervous, I don't seem to feel it. I can't get that "scared" feeling into my body. My nerves seem so anti to that feeling. The one feeling that can realli push me to study. I wanna get 100% for all my subjects! I wanna beat myself... Haiz... Some motivation. Wondering why the tittle's I can see? Somehow, I keep knowing things that I'm not supposed to know yet. Feel like my instincts are doubling and every nerve of my body is getting more sensitive. I can almost go deaf when my sister talks at my ear. Weird, I knoe. Got to go now... My father's planning to eat my dragonfruit!! No way! Blessed it be.

-Resha