.:: National Service ::.

Mood: I feel so lost.

Basically, I don't really mind going

for national service. Really I don't.

But that doesn't mean that I'm not

worrying about what might happen there.

Now I wonder if this had anything to

do with the last debate title for states.

'National Service should be made compulsory for all Malaysian Youths"

Should have seen it coming, I guess.

Well to look on the bright side,

I am one of the 120 thousand who were selected out of 500 thousand.

=)

And it does sound interesting to be able to handle guns.

As long as I don't accidentally shoot anything.

Downside is, I won't have the chance to learn how to drive,

that's all.

And the fact that it means no anime for the next 3 months.

Aww.

Well, on the bright side,

am going for the PISSA camp in Rompin next week.

Should be interesting.

I guess, getting selected for NS has suddenly

got me thinking about the future.

Call me selfish, but I always wanted to just stay in the

present and enjoy it as it is.

But all things must come to an end.

Like the Ring of Endless Light.

God, I cried endlessly reading that book.

You have no idea how much I can relate to that story.

But its helped me realize something.

So I guess,

right now, all I can do is do my best for everything.

Quote from Hikari:

As long as I give it my all, it'll work out somehow.

What would I do without anime?

=3