To Zanarkand~

Mood: Just calmed down from being super angry over a silly incident.
Today, I went to school. Waiting for me was a huge bunch of homework under my desk. I totally missed my table. (actually I miss the Hitachiin Brothers picture on my table more) Haha =P Somehow, this year, not coming to school for one day feels like not coming for a whole week. At least, the response is that way. Scrabble was first today... I played against Adele... But then didn't get to finish, somehow ended up helping Gaaya... And blocked Chew Yee's bingo. ^^ Haha... That's one of the few reasons to be angry at me today... (jokingly) Anyway... next was KH where I was totally blurr. I really need to revise on this. I can't understand a single thing. I don't really understand much. After that was recess. I had nasi lemak class... It was delicious. Chew Yee was like "hot! hot!" We didn't do much for moral. Technically just chatting and chatting. For maths, I had a whole bunch of homework on the chapter indices. Actually, I think this might be the easiest chapter in form 3 so far... Haven't gone that deep yet, so not sure. We then entered the lab and surfed net for a whole hour and lastly went for science. Hrmm... Chapter 4 was not as interesting as I thought it would be. It was actually quite boring, but our teacher made it fun and worthwhile. Meanwhile, the SMART Inspirasi was a better colour then last year's. ^^ I actually went for WAJA practice and ran about 600m (3 x 200m) Don't know why, but suddenly feel interested in sports. Planning to play badminton this Friday. ^^ With permission, of course. Ballet was BORING. Never liked it anyway. Owh yea... the title's To Zanarkand cos' I've been crazing over that song on the piano since yesterday. ( I stayed up till 12.30am practicing that song) It's 4 pages and I've only entered page 3. Yea, I know. My sightreading sucks. I try to memorize the whole song so I can play it in Terengganu during CNY. It's like a major thing. So now Im sitting in front of the pc, trying to find some source of entertainment... but no hope... just remembered that I still have ENG Literature homework. Aww... I don't mind if it was maths though... *sigh* Blessed it be.

-Resha

Today

Mood: Kinda bored... Going to do homework soon.

Just created the blog today. I received an CYA bag yesterday with all the Xchange stuff inside. Was jumping like mad. Overjoyed. I got it for the Xchange Survey. This makes me miss CELCOM Xchange even more. I emailed Xchange again to ask for the video. Abg Sherizal said that they'll send it to us when its ready for distribution. Can't wait. Going to do homework now. Bleh... But its Maths, so I'll enjoy it. I hate this year's class streaming. All the fun people are in another class. I'm stuck with only a few of 2A's classmates and a few friends I know quite well. He's not talking to me anymore. Can life be that bad? Don't really care though. It's up to everyone whether they want to talk to me or not. And at least I tried. So much for friends forever.... Haha... Ironic. Blessed it be.

XCHaNGE DaYs~

It has been some time since I last visited the place I miss the most. Taman Teruntum. So many memories of me being a CELCOM Xbassador there. I miss selling cakes in school, painting the equipment in Teruntum and coming for dance practice for Award Night. I can still hear it sometimes in my dreams.

The laughter.
I can feel the joy.
The smiles on everyone's face.
The kinship you feel, like everyone's family.
The happiest memories of my life.

I never knew a time in my life could have the effect on me for a lifetime. It feels hard to turn over a new leaf, feel like there could never be a better year. The feeling of being appreciated and appreciating. nothing beats that.







I would give anything to re-live that time back, but time goes by. We can never be the same. How true... But no matter what, there'll always be someone who remembers. That's where I stand.